Thursday, January 21, 2010

It's been pretty long since I blogged. Ever since the holidays at the end of the last year, it seems like this year started on a bullet train. Never ending work and increasing expectations. To be honest, I'm enjoying every moment of it, just that I'm feeling a bit tired. Ha! Could be partly due to the fact that it's been a while since I exercised. But still, I'm really glad to be enjoying my last semester of school. A nice combination of modules. and new and nice friends that I have made. I think these new friendships might have the potential to go a bit further. Haha! It's always good to make more friends in school I think. Considering that I'm hardly in school, friends that I can truly call them friends are less than the number of fingers I have. Yup, we will see how it goes.

It's a challenging January. But I'm sure Feb will be great. Life is just going to get faster and faster! I can expect it coming. I know, that I will start to have greater responsibilities and expectations, but I know that I tend to thrive under pressure too.

I was just thinking and pondering, what goal do I have for this year. To sum it all up, just like what Pst shared. HAPPY. I want my girlfriend to be HAPPY. I want all my leaders and helpers to be HAPPY. I want to be infectious, with my HAPPINESS. If anything matters more, I want to be HAPPY in GOD! And I believe that all things will just fall into place. Be HAPPY people!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Thursday, January 21, 2010

Monday, December 14, 2009

I'm back, with an update. at a freaking time. 213am in the morning. Exams are over, but work's overflowing. If I had a choice, I would have wished that I have graduated. No more worries about my modules next semester, but then again, I have only 3 slack modules to take next semester I think! Hahahaha!

I'm in a tough balancing act now, trying to balance work and rest! I need sleep, plenty of it. Actually, I just want to dream, be a dreamer, have a dream team, but it ain't that easy to do so.

I have been disappointed at things recently, at certain people. And I have come to the realization, that I'm not someone who scolds people. Rather than scolding them, what I feel is heartache within. It hurts to know the decision that they made, and even more so the reasons why they do it. But I guess that's why people are given free choices, and if everyone knows how to make the right decision, we wouldn't need the grace of God anymore. All i can do, is to keep praying for them. Sometimes, I think that it might be God's test for me, when all seems over, all I could do is to depend on Him. And He will come to pass and make things happen for me.

I need you God. Draw me closer into your embrace!

I'm excited about two dates right now. 18th Dec and 27th Dec. Ordered, booked and awaiting. Ha!

Clue - Reach office early and on time! Don't be a sleepy head this week!

*Speaking in parables, only one person will understand*
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, December 14, 2009

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

My mind's spinning with lots of thoughts for the past few days. Yup, so many things. Haha! As I visited the children today, walking through the streets with a slight pain in my ankle, I thought about the countless VLs out there doing the same thing as me. The next thought in my mind is that of my friends in school. I really wonder what is the motivating thing that keeps us doing what we do weekly, going around visiting the children. Giving up our free time, just to do the work of God.

And I thought about something I've learnt last time - Others can, I can't.

Hmmm, it's a challenge to balance the things in my life. Work's a challenge, school's a priority, relationship's a desire, and God's a love. Pretty a lot of things yea? Haha. But I know that all things will work out for those who love Him!

I have been thinking about reading books, but the only thing is, the books i want to read are not text books!!!!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Monday, November 02, 2009

I'm suppposed to be working on my report but I'm procastinating. Pretty lazy to work on it. Went for a run, ate an ice-cream, drank a cup of coffee and now I'm blogging. Ok, I'll get back to work right after this.

Anyway, I have been thinking a lot recently. Thinking about how my life has turned out, and how it would turn out. Seems like God has in store great plans for my life, so many things that I can hardly imagine. Some times, I do wonder why am I chosen, and not someone else? Is it because of "by chance", like what the world would say? I beg to differ. I think I'm chosen by God, for a purpose and time like this. I still remember that when I started my blog, the blog's name was Living for Jesus. and the following paragraph is what I wrote to describe myself when I started the blog in 2004

Wat abt me? i dun really know n i cant really describe... born into tis world 19yrs ago on a special day... born for a purpose, n currently trying my best to fulfill it... now is e time, to rise to my potential, to achieve wat im supposed to... nothing will stop me coz im living for JESUS!!!

Yea, I need to enlarge my capacity, to rise up to my potential and achieve what I'm suppose to achieve. From now to June 2010, it will be my personal test. I will arise!

And before I end this post, I just wanna say, I love you dear, you're the best and most pretty girl in God's creation! ha! I'm blessed to have you fighting with me, believing in me, and going from glory to glory with me. I'm simply so proud of what you're doing, and I know you are capable, maybe even more capable than me in achieving greater things for God. Let's do it together and bring our zones to a whole new level. I know you can, and I know I can, because we both serve the same GREAT BIG DADDY GOD!

Loving You and you always! :)
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, November 02, 2009

Monday, October 26, 2009

This blog has been abandoned, deserted for the longest time. Not that I do not want to blog, but I simply have no time to do so, or, I’m lazy to blog. Haha! The latter is true more often than not.

So at the COMMAND of my girlfriend, here I am to clear up the blog and remove the cobwebs….

Life has been pretty busy and tiring for me. The biggest big day ended with an awesome turnout but that’s not the end. We had the biggest wedding of the year that followed straight after and man, it was awesome but super duper tiring. I simply zonked out after which, only to realize that piles of work from school have been stacking up. Hahaa!

But, in the midst of it all, I’m glad that I managed to spend quality time with Joyce, celebrating my birthday – simple but nice! Haha! Chilling out with her friends, catching a movie etc. haha! Somehow, I just feel like I’m falling deeper in love with YOU every single day! J

Lots of thoughts were going on in my mind during this period of time as well. That, I will blog about it another time. Haha!

L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, October 26, 2009

Thursday, September 24, 2009

It's been quite a long while since I'm back here. Time to clean off some dust..... haha! Blogging in class, means I'm either really sleepy, or really bored. but then, this time round, i'm both sleepy and bored! haha!

It's been a real tiring and stretching 3 weeks, because of the big day. I think I have aged.. haha! My legs are aching, my body is aching. But my spirit is strong though! haha! I need a hibernation day! a day to sleep and simply do nothing. I'm looking forward to it! haha!

few more days to go, i think it will be a nice day! ha!

Anyway, Oct is going to be an exciting month! all the activities lined up and planned! haha. Hopefully you will enjoy it!

Back to class, and chionging for my 1159, and 10000 kiddos! wooohooo!!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Thursday, September 24, 2009

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Dear Joyce,

This is purely written just for you. Though it's a public blog, I'm still going to write. Ha ha! Will be flying to China in a few hours time, and though it's just 3D2N, I'm really gonna miss you lots! I will miss your laughter, seeing you smile with a big wide grin. I will miss hearing your voice! ha ha ha. and of course, that means chatting with you!

Do take good care of yourself these few days when I'm not by your side. Take care of what you eat and don't stay up too late slacking in front of the devil's box ok? And remember what you promised me? If your back still hurts, please go make an appointment to see the doctor. I will pei you go to the doctor when I'm back. Yea, don't let me worry about you in China ok?

I'm really going to miss you. I will pray for you and may God speak to you about your future. I'm sure He has something awesome in store for you. For all things WORK OUT FOR GOOD to those who love Him and are called according to His purpose! God has a future and a hope for YOU!

Jia you jia you ok? Be strong and healthy every day!

Love ya dear!

Cheers,
Eng Wee
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Saturday, August 22, 2009