Thursday, June 23, 2005

yup, im happy.. harhar.. actually wanted to update my blog 2 days ago, but was too busy to do so... hee... was visiting my children on wed.. one of e kids that we visited was jynelle ong.. nice name rite? she's only 4 yrs old n very very pretty.. im sure she will grow up to be a da mei ren.. muuaahhaaa... yup, she juz joined us not long ago, mayb for 3 wks bahz.. n her grandma's really friendly one.. from chinese church.. yahyah, then when i visit her, the grandma was telling me that jynelle was actually looking for me last wk while they were going home.. but i got svc so cant bring them home.. then she told e grandma that she likes eng wee kor kor.. harhar... *blushing* harhar.. so cute... hee.. she juz made me so happy that day... yup, it's juz so rewarding when u see these kids appreciating what u r trying to do for them.. n when u see how their lives r changed, it's juz so amazing.. harhar..yup, shall stop here.. got some stuff to do.. n yah, all those ppl who went israel r coming back tonite!! yeah!! Praise e Lord.. dun need to be so stressed le.. harhar.. juz joking.. hmmm.. i'm sure they muz have had great revelations while they were there!! eager to hear them for my leaders... Praise God!!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Thursday, June 23, 2005

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

yup, here i am.. back to update my blog again.. im bored.. currently having my leave, off till 27th june, so gonna rot at home.. haiz.. wanted to go zoo yesterday, but ended up not going le.. sianz.. my mind's in a blank now.. dun know what to do.. it seems that there's so much to do that i dun even know how to start.. am i feeling stressed? i dun know.. i dun think so bahz.. juz a bit fan.. harhar.. im a stress-free n happy guy rite? hee..
yup, been thinking.. hw to be a good leader? it's really not easy man.. am i being too friendly to them? i dun know.. maybe i should be more fierce? harhar.. then i think that just wouldnt be me anymore.. i dun wanna force anyone to do anything.. it's all about willingness rite? if u r not willing, what's e point of forcing you to do something?? sianz.. somehow, i feel that those books that i read abt leadership seems useless now.. yah, they may b really good, but somehow, they juz dun work for me in this situation!!! i've tried talking to them, explaining y i want things done these ways, but it juz wouldnt work.. harhar.. dun know what more can i say now..
times r so different now.. in e past, when i 1st came to church, i feel that God is everything.. so whatever that my leader needs me to do, i'll always do it, no questions asked.. maybe that's willingness.. it's like no matter what, always putting God 1st!! like even when i was having my O'Levels or A'Levels, i nv once asked for a break, from ministry, or cg or svc.. i always believed in Mt6:33... Seek 1ST e Kingdom of GOD, n His righteousness, n ALL these things shall be ADDED unto you!! is it really so hard to put Him 1st?? r ur studies or work more impt than Him?? i dun understand.. without God, whr would ur studies or work be? He's e one who created all these, isnt it??
haiz.. i shall not talk so much abt it le.. anyway, one happier thing is that i learnt a new word, rara.. harhar.. from my cute n funny a maths student, Yang Lin.. she's a good student, n a hardworking one too.. n i feel that, u r a great disciple of God, because u r what a true disciple should be.. accountability, willingness n always eager to know more about Him.. Juz stay true to Him always, n feel Him.. He's there to guide you everyday, protecting you n watching over you!! n yah, if u happen to be reading this, i juz wanna let u know that knowing you just makes my day!! thx for being my Sister-in-Christ!! Let's shine even brighter for Him!! AMEN!!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Saturday, June 11, 2005

yup, had a great n tiring wk.. from mon to weds, i had to go to range.. so sianz.. dun feel like shooting at all.. thx God i passed w a breeze, didnt had to reshoot.. but tat's not e main thing i wanna blog about... tis wk was our emerge extraordinary conference.. at 1st, i thot tat i was able to go for all 3 days, but who knows.. last min recalled us back to camp for range.. sianz.. all hopes dashed.. i seemed resigned to faith tat i juz have to wait for another yr.. but praise God!! i've managed to book out on thurs n attd the last day of emerge!! wow.. thou i was sitting in e overflow room, e presence of God was awesome.. it was juz so strong n so tangible tat i didnt want to leave.. if i can, i wanna stay there forever!! tat nite, all e performances were great!! all these youths r really on fire for God!! n pst kong preached a short word.. thou i've heard it b4, but it juz seems so fresh n new to me.. i guess it's because of e fresh anointing bahz.. one thing tat struck me was e 3rd pt, surrendering ur 100%.. how many of us have actually really given God our 100%?? ask urself, r u still holding back something from him?? ur finances, ur pride, ur time, ur comfort, ur relationships, etc... what is it tat u r holding back?? y dun u make a decision TODAY, to give him everything?? i can tell u tat if u r willing to do tat, God is definitely going to change ur life in a great way.. u will nv be e same person tat u once knew urself to be.. God will take u n allow u to soar w Him!!
wat abt me? i've made tat decision to give Him my 100% in april 2004.. n now, i can tell u tat for e past 1yr plus, my life has definitely been changed in a great way.. God started using me in a way tat i nv thot i could..
n yah, SuRRenDeRiNg uR 100% to God is definitely not a one time decision.. it's a on-going process in everyday of ur life.. coz e devil will definitely come to tempt us every now n then.. a servant of God who is on fire n giving God 100% is a great threat to e devil, so he will definitely come again n again to take u away.. but let us not b easily tempted, for God will not allow us to be tempted beyond what we can handle.. n e devil shall come to us in one way but flee in 7 ways!! so let's us renew our commitment to God everyday.. Make e decision to trust Him everyday, n SURRENDER our 100% to HIM!! Amen!!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Saturday, June 11, 2005

Sunday, June 05, 2005

hi, back at my blog.. so.. two wks of offdays finally over le.. sianz, gotta go back to camp tonite... it's actually suppose to be 5 wks of off n leave one, but had to go back camp for range... oh no!!! im gonna miss EMERGE conference.. haiz... but whatever it is, God is always good.. i've finally got a new hp.. thou it's a 7260, but quite good le.. i need a fone badly coz my e700a cannot make it le... n God blessed me w tis phone.. harhar.. so to all u guys reading this n will be attending e EMERGE conference, u're so lucky.. if possible, make sure u go for all 3 days n all e services okie?? i promise u a life-changing experience n something that u will nv ever forget... i knw it coz i've been thru it.. i went for all e 7 services for e 1st ever EMERGE conference n i can tell u that it was simply swesome n i've nv looked back since.. n yup, on e weekends, it's going to b our EMERGE wkends services, n it's definitely going to be wonderful too!! so if u're interested, do drop me a note... harhar..
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Sunday, June 05, 2005