Friday, January 12, 2007

The responsibilities are beginning to outweigh the strength,
So heavy that whatever strength's left is not enough.
In need of something better, something stronger
In need of a breakthrough, an opening
What's better than His joy,
Nothing can be compared
His joy will be my strength
But i will need to rediscover His joy 1st
A time of getting prepared? I'll never know
All in His hands, I can only trust.
When there's no end, He's the Way
Something deeper, that i always longed
Never to be found, but only in Him
Will i find it again, i can only hope
Perseverance is the key, to unlock the door
The door of freedom, where i will soar again.
Awaiting the day, where i can soar in His peace
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Friday, January 12, 2007

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

yup.. the year has started.. the vicious cycle of 15 weeks has begun.. woah.. yup.. projects are flowing in... 5 in all.. haha.. n now, it's already week 2.. that means exams are in 5 weeks time.. time really flies.. im feeling that my engine is starting slowly.. harhar.. yesterday was the 1st time in abt a month's time where i slept for less than 5 hrs n yet dun feel so tired.. yup, getting back to study mode...
anyway, i need money!! harhar.. who has tuition assignments for me? haiz.. so sad.. was supposed to have like 3 tuition assignments.. then cancel here, cancel there.. now im left with one!!! argghhhh... harhar.. but God is my Provider! yea!
oh n yup, finally giving away one of my grps le.. yup.. one step closer to a new challenge..

so.. what is it that i wanna achieve this sem or rather this yr? haha.. haven really written down my goals yet.. but yup, have some vague ideas abt what i want le.. 1st of all.. for my studies.. it's no longer A+ all the way le.. hee.. all i want is simply just to give my very best n trust God for the rest.. like what i said earlier.. its all about Trusting and Obeying.. hee..
n ya, i pray that i will be baptised this year!!!!! harhar.. yup, something that im looking forward to.. will be praying hard abt it.. haha.. n ya, i dun wanna be doing the same thing this year, i wanna a breakthrough.. no more staying stagnant.. but it's gonna be from glory to glory.. i wanna move on, in every area of my life.. n this yr, i wanna draw closer to my Daddy God!! Fervency is the word! yea.. Pray pray pray!
there's still many other things.. but ya, will share nt time.. back to projects.... n more projects.. harhar..

n ya, do contact me if u have lobangs for tuition or anything!!!!!!!!!!! harhar...
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Monday, January 01, 2007

year 2007 has arrived.. somehow, im not into countdown liao.. harhar.. getting older by the year.. looking back at 2006, it's been a year where many things have happened.. a year where i have learnt, grown.. time really flies, i could still rmbr the start of 2006... so many changes along the way, taught me to be wiser, to be better in control of my life, to know what i want, but ultimately, it's still God's will that i truly desire.. All the 21 yrs of my life, only the past 5 yrs have been really fruitful for me.. n that's bcoz i gotta know my Lord n Savior.. Life has never been easy, as i've been through many ups and down, but it was the most enjoyable part of my life.. i really felt that i have lived each day to its fullest.. n 2006 was no exception..

a short recap of the year..........

Dec-Jan => The start of the year 2006, and the thing i remembered most vividly was the overnight prayer meeting that we had at Bible house.. It was a time when we were simply immersed in the presence of God, asking for a direction of our ministry, our lives.. and it was then that our "FIRST" album was born..

Feb-Mar => These two months were spend overseas in Thailand.. times that i would not forget.. the 7 days where i had super high fever at 39 degrees... n i had to go to the medical centre to stay so that the medical staff can take care of me.. harhar.. but those were the times when i kept praying n seeking God.. i rmbr that during that 7 days, i was reading alot.. Leadership Files by Pst Phil.. hahrar.. but everything turned out fine in the end, though it was a real adventure towards the end.. we had to evacuate to protect our lives from the villages.. haha..

April-June => Nothing much was done during this time as i was busy clearing my leave n off days.. harhar.. Thank God for His grace as i managed to leave at the same time though i had less days of leave than everyone.. and 010606 marked the day of freedom!! and June was a major change for me too.. Finally accepted and changed to CCH1, directly under Pst Eileen..

Aug => The start of a hectic life.. everyone said that SMU would be slack, fun... but it was not to be.. the vicious cycle of 15 weeks starts on the very 1st week of school where i was dumped with 4 projects and countless deadlines to meet.. Still... Wanna thank God for all the wonderful ppl i meet, coz most of them are either Christians or Catholics and they are really nice peeps!!

Sep => Busy is the word.. Preparation for Children's Day took up most of my time.. n yes, i was busy serving on the day i turned adult.. haha.. Not much surprises though, just a plain bdae.. but im glad as i achieved something that day, kept my word... harhar...

Oct-Nov => All i can remember is projects and more projects... and exams.. n on the last day of Nov, i completed the vicious cycle of 15 wks.. 7 more cycles to go, 105 more weeks.. harhar... Results were not what i wanted, but i guess i should be quite happy with it le.. harhar.. considering the amount of effort put in to study..

Dec => The season of joy, busy busy with Christmas.. but it was fun.. had my breakthrough, and yes, i ended the year with a BANG!!! harhar... n the month where i got my promotion to tpt head for PET.. stressful.. but God makes the way..

And here comes 2007!! n i believe that its gonna go from glory to glory.. the one thing that i really learnt in yr 2006 was simply 3 words.. TRUST AND OBEY.. simple but how many ppl can actually do it? its something that im still trying my best to achieve..

and yup, 2006 has been a yr where i had many frens who were there to listen to my crap every now and then!! harhar..
Thanks Rae, for all the lame jokes and crapping online..
Thanks to Chris, who made school life so much fun n also for the sharing of our intelligence..
Thanks to Patuma, who was always there, to stand in the gap.. (haha, dun think u will read this)
Thanks to my boss, Viv, for teaching me, guiding me along this whole yr..
Thanks to my whole bunch of army frens, the 2yrs wouldnt had been easy without you guys!

n thanks to all the wonderful peeps in my life, harhar.. its impossible for me to type out all of ur names.. especially when im watching soccer now!! harhar.. so thats it for today!!

2007, the year of arising!! Trusting and Obeying!! TAKE NOTE!! it's ING, a continuing process...
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, January 01, 2007