Saturday, March 31, 2007

sometimes, it's good not to ask why.. just gonna do it.. the more u ask, the more frustrated you will get..

why why why.. just stop asking..

at the end of the day, things still gotta be done.. have to be done.. needs to be done..

relax.. relax.. take it easy, sometimes it's not that easy..

destination vs journey.. the tough journey, the long long journey.. walking n more walking.. not knowing what to do.. but still, it needs to be done..

walking along this road.. will continue to walk.. not going to give this up easily.. press in n fight.. not asking why.. not knowing how.. just doing it..

run run run.. keeping running... but, time for a stroll, take a breather? maybe not.. not now, not anytime soon i guess...

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silence............................. shhhhhh..........................
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Saturday, March 31, 2007

Friday, March 30, 2007

in the mood for some thinking again.. brainstorming.. pondering.. school term has finally ended.. the vicious cycle of 13 weeks has come to an end.. what's left now is just 3 more final papers for me.. i wanna run.. wanna soar..

all of a sudden.. i feel like going backpacking once again!! going out there to rough it out and have fun!! n i also cant wait for the chance to go mission trip!! i wanna go to CHINA!!!!! harhar...

Easter is just next week.. somehow, this time round, im not really sure what im going to do.. it seems that i have tried all that i can.. but i will still go.. no matter what, i will put in my best fight!! 55... the number to conquer!!

left with 3 more papers to go.. so glad im going to clear one year soon!! harhar.. God has been really good this sem to me!! im really fulfilling the goal that i set out to achieve this year, to minimise my input and maximise my output. results have been quite good this year.. somewhat above my expectations...

i had two midterms, which i didnt prepare much... but the results are shocking!! God's grace working in me!!

BP - 35/37
Biz Law - A grade (n i thot i was going to flunk it, the power of God combined with the power of crapping)
FA quizzes - Though i always didnt study for my quizzes, my results are surprisingly not bad!! harhar..

got high hopes of scoring my first A+ this sem.. but stilll, gotta trust God, dun wanna put my expectations so high first.. gonna walk by faith for my next 3 papers.. all will mean nothing if i mess up the papers..

and this time round, it really requires lots of faith n trust in God to make things happen!! 3 papers to study.. but i have like NO time!! this whole week is taken up by Easter preparations.. and im left with 2 day nt mon n tues to study for two papers.. how shiok is that!!!! enjoying n having fun in the midst of the chaos..

i wanna go run!! arrgggh.... expand some energy!! harhar.. wanna play soccer.. train train train..

WORK A MIRACLE!! GIVE ME FAITH, HELP MY UNBELIEF AND DOUBTS!!!!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Friday, March 30, 2007

Thursday, March 22, 2007

being SIMPLE = NOT COMPLICATED

but being not complicated is in itself a complicated thing to do... harhar.. im crapping..

this is week 12.. one more week of school b4 its recess week and then EXAMS!!

BUT............... im looking forward to my 4 months break!!! harhar.. im not going to do any summer modules!! Im not going to be crazy!! I shall take my time and ENJOY!!!!

2 more weeks to EASTER... 55 is the number that revolves around me day and night! GOD is the provider!! harhar.. BRING IN THE HARVEST!!!!!!

i want to be simple, and yet, we cant be that simple.. simple in mind, simple in heart.. pray, praise and worship.. thats what a simple heart will do...

a longing that only you can fill....................................................
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Thursday, March 22, 2007

Friday, March 09, 2007

Jesus, Lover of my soul
Jesus, I will never let you go
You've taken me from the miry clay
Set my feet upon the rock
and now i know

I love You, I need You
Though my world may fall
I'll never let you go
My Saviour, my closest friend
I will worship You until the very end

a song that i always loved.. ever since i became a Christian.. a song that truly reflected how i felt at times.. whenever i wanna give up, God reminds me of this song.. till the every end...

at the threshing floor, where i will learn and grow.. moving where the Spirit will lead me..
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Friday, March 09, 2007

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

changes are good.. but what changes?? i dun know.. in the middle of a crossroad.. should i go or stay? but whr? options are limited.. i want to change, i want to move on.. but.. still.. i dun know what's the best way to go..

Eze 1: 12 (NLT) They went in whatever direction the spirit chose, and they moved straight forward in any direction without turning around.

This was what i just read, about Ezekial's vision.. can i be like that? God, lead me where you want me to go............

thinking..................................... time to make a decision soon......... please pray for me....................
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Tuesday, March 06, 2007