Friday, December 26, 2008

Christmas is finally over and it's one of the most hectic Christmas that I ever had. Hiccups along the way, breakthroughs, frustrations, surprises and many more. A roller coaster ride with God, how exciting life as a Christian can be when we're with God! I thank God that I made it through all these.

I thank God for everyone who had put in the effort in this big dayssss and especially all the PE zone ppl for fighting this fight along with me. It definitely wasn't easy, but I'm glad we all made it. At the end of the day, indeed, it's true that every joint supplies. And a tribute to my ever-hardworking PA, who part-times as a DB, PATUMA! haaa. I think she's on e verge of strangling me anyway, but still, it's ok. I got a thick neck. Not easily strangled.

As 2009 approaches, one thing that I realized is that I need to have an even greater capacity. To learn to cater to the different styles of people and accept them for who they are. God, I need your help in this aspect of my life and I know there is nothing too big for me that I cannot handle because You're with me! 2009 is going to be the best year yet!

Sometimes, I wish that people could understand me more, but I guess, I need to understand them more 1st before expecting them to know me. As I look for more part-time assignments to pay my bills and start saving for my EngWee's SOT fund, my time gets much more lesser. I seriously wonder how can i cope with my school work and all these, but God multiplies my time!

There's so much more things that I wish I could achieve, that I wish I could do, but I know, I need some time and I'm some way from it.

I need wisdom to make wise decisions. Wisdom to speak the right words at the right time. I need multiplication of time, to do much more things. I need sleep, which I'm going to grab some now. Byeeeeeeeeeeee.........................
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Friday, December 26, 2008

Monday, December 15, 2008

Yea, it's Christmas real soon!! yup, it's just like 9 more days, then it's Christmas and then 2008 is gonna be over. December has never been more hectic than this year!! and of course the many more years to come because of a new task! haaa... Thank God that everything has been planned, just one last small surprise.

Anyway, saturation with my zone is really cool. For the past few big days, I always had stuff to do like rehearsals and exams, but this time round, i'm FREEEE!! heee. saturation has been fun because of Pat's ultimate lame-ness!! and of course, i know that PE zone is the coolest zone when you see everyone fighting together for one another. Going to all areas to saturate. Because we believe that when we sow into others, we will reap in our own groups.

Just like how Gladys, would travel all the way from Sembawang to Tamp to saturate for 2hrs and then rush for rehearsals. Pat, going all over the zone to saturate. and of course, I have learnt a new way to saturate from her today!! She saw a group of ppl going door to door to sell mini connettos ice-cream. Guess what she did???!!!?? she went and bought a box of ice-cream and then 'shun bian' asked them to distribute the flyers for her. and to think of it, she even 'briefed' them what to do, whom can they give the flyers to etc. I'm amazed. Anyway, this way seems 'illegal'. so dun copy ar.. ha ha ha..

i cant wait for the big day to be over, and then i can look forward to 2009. an even better year ahead!

oh btw, whoever has any tuition lobangs etc, look for me. Or maybe part-time jobs that i can work from home, yea, i need more sources of income to settle my BF.

and of course, i want to go to SOT next year? anyone wants to sponsor me? ha ha ha. any amount is welcome! muaaahhaaaa...
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, December 15, 2008

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

It's been a long long day, but I really wanted to blog before I sleep. To just write down some thoughts.

Went to NUH this morning to teach Angel Clay. Jo is working with CCF(Children's Cancer Foundation), to bring some joy to them, by getting the children to have fun with the clay while they wait to receive their treatment. My 1st time there was in Oct I think, teaching them how to make a cake. The very 1st gal i taught that day, was this gal in an isolation ward. Jillian, 2 years old. She's really adorable, cute and pretty, even though her hair was gone because of chemo. She was really smart and articulate and she enjoyed herself alot. This time round, I went back, I heard from the program coordinator that Jillian went home to be with the Lord just 2 weeks ago.

How important it is, to treasure every moment that you have with the people around you, because that could be the last time you make an impact in their lives. I was glad, that in her last days, at least there was a moment, which i was a part of, to bring her happiness.

In these children, I saw strength. Strength to fight the illness. Strength to live on. But I saw a greater strength. In their parents. They were there, to offer their support. They represent the source of strength to their children. I'm so proud of their love, their care and their sacrifice.

Then, headed down to my cousin's place, to visit Baby Amelia and my cousin, coz i cant make it for the 1st month celebration this Sat. Pretty little babe! ha ha ha.

Next up, was Camp Rock. As i joined the kids in e electives, I realized how blessed they are, to have an opportunity to be exposed to all these things. How I wish i knew about church when I was younger, then I wouldnt be as nerdy, and study so much. ha ha ha. Was really proud of all the children who put up a wonderful performance for all the teachers. They simply ROCKzzz!!

Had a great time of ministering and the presence of God was really strong. Prayed for the children and the teachers too, were ministered by the HS. For me, I was really blessed to just simply be there. God showed me a vision. He was holding on to one of my hand while I held on to the hand of a child. And He told me, that I would be the link that He will use, to bring the children to Him. Sometimes, I really wonder, what can I do, as a person, as just me and myself. There's so much to be done, that it seems so impossible. But at the end of the day, it's not really us alone. But God through us. We are the link, to be used by God to achieve and accomplish great things. Things we never ever imagined that we could do. All this can be done, only if we are willing to be THE LINK.

Gearing up for Christmas big day! it's getting so exciting! I can't wait for everything to start! :)
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Wednesday, December 03, 2008

Monday, December 01, 2008

exams are all over. 3 good, and 1 not so good. still, it's over. just waiting for results. can't wait to know how well i fared. then again, results don't matter, nor does it define me. so why stress? it's just an exam. take it, enjoy it and have fun.

3 more semesters to go. i started to think about what will i be doing when i graduate, and i'm clueless. so many possible places to go to, but what do i really want? I need to pray about it.

In e midst of testing, trying hard to cope. sometimes, it's really true that we need to learn to let go, and let God. but somehow, it's easier said than done. Lots of thoughts, but its hard to pen it down. (coz im typing... ok, it's not funny). but it's ok. I know that my God reigns. I guess it's a time for me to depend more on Him, rather than on my own intellect.

it's already December now. Can't wait for the year to end. And guess what, big day is JUST 18 days away! need to start gearing up for it. another round of battling! and then, i will rest in peace for 1 week, before another round of school begins.
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, December 01, 2008