Saturday, August 22, 2009

Dear Joyce,

This is purely written just for you. Though it's a public blog, I'm still going to write. Ha ha! Will be flying to China in a few hours time, and though it's just 3D2N, I'm really gonna miss you lots! I will miss your laughter, seeing you smile with a big wide grin. I will miss hearing your voice! ha ha ha. and of course, that means chatting with you!

Do take good care of yourself these few days when I'm not by your side. Take care of what you eat and don't stay up too late slacking in front of the devil's box ok? And remember what you promised me? If your back still hurts, please go make an appointment to see the doctor. I will pei you go to the doctor when I'm back. Yea, don't let me worry about you in China ok?

I'm really going to miss you. I will pray for you and may God speak to you about your future. I'm sure He has something awesome in store for you. For all things WORK OUT FOR GOOD to those who love Him and are called according to His purpose! God has a future and a hope for YOU!

Jia you jia you ok? Be strong and healthy every day!

Love ya dear!

Cheers,
Eng Wee
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Saturday, August 22, 2009

Monday, August 17, 2009

My past 5 months have been the most eventful 5 months in my whole life. I wouldn't say that it's easy, but it's definitely something that I will never exchange for ever. Now I know why Joyce said, that SOT is something that we can talk about for life.

Over the months, I feel that I have grown. In terms of knowledge, EQ, and wisdom. My team members have lavished so much praise on me that it makes me blush. But seriously, from the bottom of my heart, I have learnt so much from them. Laying all they have back home in China, and giving 5 months of their life, coming to a foreign land, to consecrate themselves just for God.

I've learnt tolerance.
I've learnt how to handle people.
I've learnt how to speak and type Chinese pretty well.
I've learnt how to communicate with people with confidence.
I've learnt how to draw everyone together.
I've learnt how to macro and micro manage.
I've learnt how to delegate.
I've learnt how to trust.
I've learnt how to believe in someone.
I've learnt what it means to go the extra mile for someone.
I've learnt about unconditional love.
I've learnt about the true meaning of friendships.
I've learnt how to cook "Ke Le Ji".
I've learnt what it means to sacrifice.
I've learnt from each and everyone of them.
I've learnt about leading by example.

Though we are so different, the youngest being 20 years old, and the oldest at 60 years old. We bonded together, stay together and will always be together. Not in distance, but always in heart. We may be at different corners of the world, but our hearts are united as one. Fighting for one cause that we believe in. For Jesus! I thank God for each one of them playing a part to make this the best team that I can ever lead.

I love Team 13. I love each and everyone of you! Chun Ji, Zhang Rong, Lulu, Qing Lin, Liu Yu, Xue Zhen, Zhuoling, Cao Yu, Ai Mei, Susan, Alex, Veroy, Regina, Javius, Nicodemus, Ji Guo, Audrey, Lik Hie, Yu Chean, Fook Seng, Han Peng, Pin Shin, Zhang Ling, Yanghui - each one of you is so awesome! my best team 13 always!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, August 17, 2009

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

I haven been blogging for the longest time, partly because I'm lazy, but also because I do not know what to blog about. Hmmm, SOT is really ending real soon. 7 more days of classes and that's it. I am starting to miss my team and am trying to make my best effort to bless and spend time with them. Times like this makes me wonder why time is so tight.

I will really miss all the fun that I have had with my team for the past 4.5 months.

I've been meditating on this 5 words for the longest time. The condition of the heart. There are so many outward things that we can do, but at the end of the day, it's the condition of your heart that matters. Out of all the motives and reasons, what is the one thing that causes you to do the things that you do? Is your heart healthy today?

The heart is vital, controls the blood and pumps oxygen around our body. If your heart is not healthy, every other part of your body is affected, and you might just have a heart attack. Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks. the heart is the motivator of our actions.

Maybe this is too cheem for you. Let me simply it. Ask yourself this questions. Is my heartbeat the same of God's? For what reasons are my heart beating? - wrong reasons that gets you all excited or the will of God? What do you think God will say when He looks at your heart - Man looks at outward appearances but God looks at our heart. If you're able to give a positive reply to all these 3 questions, I suppose that you have a healthy heart.

I'm learning the meaning of coming to the end of myself, to reach the start of His life for me.

I'm really looking forward to the 10th Aug. Morning PM. Breakfast. Surprises (if i can). Mini spree (if it happens). A time to rest and relax. and to celebrate a blessed year with my dearest Joyce! :)

Lots of thoughts are racing in my mind. I wanna make things happen. I need wisdom.
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Tuesday, August 04, 2009