Saturday, July 17, 2004

yeah!! updating my blog again... harhar... quite a fun day as i rushed ard to a few places... went toa payoh to collect my glasses then rushed to bugis to meet audrey to get meh meh's present... we shopped for quite a while coz i dun know wat to buy for her... in the end, got a bag n t-shirt for hoer... hope she will like it... anyway, we went to church together... n on e church bus, i juz felt something... got a funny thought in my mind tat kept me thinking...
our life is somewhat like taking a bus... there r many seats to b taken on the bus n at each seat, u see a diff perspective of life... there's 3 main seats in e bus tat i identifed.. 1st, it's e driver's seat... if u're in tat seat, it means tat u're in control of ur life... however, u're e one driving ur life... to some ppl, it may seem to b living a complete a life... but, in fact, something is missing... tat's God... u're doing things ur way, n not God's way.... luckily, im not in tat seat... however, im in e nt one... it's e seat whr ur back faces e direction of travel... at tat seat, e perspective of things r very different from another person... u r looking at things which u have passed n missed.... tat's me for e past few wks.... looking back, reflecting in what have i done for e past 2 yrs...i need a change, a movement ahead, a move from God... i dun wanna stay whr i am... tis few wks, i've not been going to children church coz of army commitments n some other things.. i felt so distant, as if something is lacking in my life... n i sat back, to reflect, to think n it's bcoz tat im not using my talents to my fullest potential... alot of  changes in my bus n attendace is very low... n it seriously affected me... but i guess only God knows abt it... harhar... juz felt so lousy... then today, i met yang lin, one of e new helpers.. she told me abt the on-goings of my kids n i really felt my heart-aching.... even when i walked ard my house area, n i see kids, i could feel tis aching in my heart... as these r all potential kids tat i can reach out to... therefore, i renewed tis fire, tis compassion in my heart... i wanna take back MY bus, yes my E04!! i wouldnt let e devil take it frm me... it'll b MY E04, God's E04.. i wanna bring REVIVAL to tis grp again.. ask n it shall b given onto u!! so Jesus!!! i ASK, in ur name, bless me n help me to serve u in my ministry once again!! i ASK, for a mighty REVIVAL in E04!!! AMEN!!! i wanna move onto e nt seat on e bus, the last one... it's e seat whr u face the direction of travel.... yeah, it's e seat whr u can see at e road ahead.. yeah, in my life, i wanna b in tat seat, allowing God to bring me to wherever He wants me to go, n seeing e road ahead, prepare myself for e journey ahead!!
yeah, feeling really great today, n service was simply wonderful... was prayed for by pst Kong n it's really great!! wow... it simply made me even more on fire to go for mission trips n yeah, into CHINA!! harhar... yeah, let's become a person of destiny man!! n i really loved tat worship song!!! "by your Spirit, O Lord, we CLAIM e NATIONS" Amen!! yup, im gonna sponsor a child frm India i think... currently checking out e website abt e World Vision... harhar... .yup, that's all ba!! yeah man!! Love ya JESUS!!

L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Saturday, July 17, 2004