Saturday, November 27, 2004

wah... im freaking out!! i dun know wats happening.. but i dun feel like talking or evenchatting online.. so i guess e best thing to do is to blog bahz... juz quarrelled w my mum... she complaining tat i've been wasting my printer's ink by printing all my children's church stuff!! wah.... feel like bursting le!! wat's e pt of having a printer if i cant use it?? it's not as if im going to finish using e ink then nv go buy lor... i've already asked my fren to help me buy liao then she's still complaining!! cannot take it arh!!
haiz.. n as e saying goes... bad things always happen one after another,,... been quite down tis few wks too bcoz of my attd for my grp.... since e highest record of 39 abt more than a month ago, it's been on a downslide... thou i been having newcomers also every other wk, n i thx God for these new blood, but my attd is still slipping... tis wk, dun even know if i can hit 26... wah.. feel like going to hang myself le *just joking* sianz.. n to console myself, i've been telling myself tat im fulfiling e Great Commission!! hee,,.. coz more than 10 of my kids r overseas, n they r e reason for e poor attd!! 4 in India, 2 in Aust, 2 in Indonesia, n quite a few in malaysia or going to go malaysia... harhar.. yeah! making disciples of all nations arh!! stressed manz!! *breaking out in cold sweat* i wonder wat can i do n wat miracle can God give me!! GOD!!! i desperately need a MIRACLE from YOU!! HELP ME!!
harhar... anyway, service was really good today!!yup, got a few things tat really struck me.. one of it is tat "w/o enemies, we cant b conquerors"!! n in my case, i guess my enemies r e challenges tat i face wk in wk out in children church bahz!! yeah! i muz b a conqueror in Christ! yup... another thing it tat we need not bother abt what others think abt us.. what really matters is wat do u think abt urself!! even if God thinks tat u can do it, u muz have e thinking n mindset tat u can do it, or it will b in vain!! so let's think positive in all circumstances n yah, Praise e Lord in all circumstances manz!! watever happens, God has planned it to shape n mould u!! yeah. let's b conquerors in Christ together n fight e good fight together!! AMEN!!!

L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Saturday, November 27, 2004