Friday, August 26, 2005

yup, today is the day.. flying to taiwan for 16 days.. but i'll miss 3 wks of cg.. wah, thank God that i can make it for rev Ulf Ekman's svc tonite.. yeah!! anyway, i got a shock todae!! i realised that i have overspend by alot this month!! oh no.. dun know what happened oso, coz i cant trace where did i spend all those money.. sianz.. thank God i still can fulfill my BF for this month.. but my bills and insurance.. haiz.. gonna use nt month's pay to settle it le.. so it's gonna be a miserable september for me.. sob sob.. made some calculations just now, so after settling my BF and other stuff nt month, i have just a big fat 0 left in my account.. Arghh... cant stand it.. how can i make such a big mistake..
haiz.. God will provide, He's Jehovah Jireh.. all things gonna turn out well..
Anyway, rachel.. if u r reading all this, i hope that u will be blessed by the things tat i wrote in the past.. all those personal revelations and stuff.. yup, gonna count on u n patuma while im away.. im sure u gals gonna do a great job so actually, i'm not that worried this time round.. will definitely buy some stuff for u all when i come back.. maybe some food.. harhar..
k larz, gonna stop here.. so for the next 3 wks.. this blog is going to be deserted.. harhar.. take care everyone.. n ya, yang lin, make sure u rmbr all the formulas arh!! study hard.. or i'll hound u when i come back from taiwan.. harhar.. bye everyone..
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Friday, August 26, 2005

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Here i am waiting..
waiting for many things to happen..
waiting to go taiwan n come back..
waiting for His presence..
waiting for a renewed anointing n vision..
waiting for just one touch from heaven..
waiting for e fire of revival..

yes, i'm waiting.. am i tired of all these waiting?? NO!! harhar.. Ps 27: 14 says Wait on the Lord, Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the LORD! yah, how true is it?? everytime when people pray, all they want from Him is to answer their prayers.. how often have they actually waited on Him? every thing that happens will be according to His timing, and not ours.. so how can we know His timing? it's so simple.. WAIT on e Lord!! nv be too busy w e things that u r doing, even if it's a godly thing like ur ministry.. God is e reason for ur ministry.. He is the One who made everything.. NEVER NEVER ever lose ur 1st LOVE, my friends.. made e decision today, nv to lose sight of Him.. sometimes, e fame, position or heavy responsibilities will cause u to lose focus, but u have e freedom of choice.. God will allow you to choose.. what would you choose then??

L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Sunday, August 14, 2005

Monday, August 08, 2005

hey everyone!! happy national day!! harhar.. i believe that this is definitely a welcome break for many of us, especially those studying right? so make good use of this time to rest n maybe meet up with some of ur friends.. im doing that, harhar.. meeting up w one of my dearest daughter later, going to the national library.. wow, haven been to the new library yet.. i guess it's gonna be fun!
anyway, had a great time of praise n worship during last week's FOP n our church's 16th anniversary.. the presence of God was awesome and the Word was just in time for me i guess.. a man without a vision is one without a future and he will go back to his past.. i need to renew my vision.. yup!! i'll nv lose sight of it.. gotta run this race with endurance!! Amen!!
yup, 16th glorious years had passed.. though im in church for only abt 4yrs, i'm glad to be a part of this walk.. was doing attendance in church office last sun, when pst eileen said that we shld observe a min of silence because e 16th anniversary is over.. that's becoz after another 16 yrs, imagine how old we would be.. harhar.. that's a joke, but to me.. it struck me thinking, where would i be 16 years from now.. what would i be doing?? i know for sure that i'll still be His child and serving Him.. whatever that's going to happen 16years later depends on what we are doing now!! so let us not waste our time, be focused and know what you have been called to do!! your future is not only dependant on the vision that u have.. if you do nothing about it, ur vision becomes a dream.. your future is shaped by decisions made today!! Amen!! take care everyone n have a nice holiday..
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, August 08, 2005