Friday, September 16, 2005

yup, im typing again.. bored.. troubled?? hmmm.. abit bahz.. dun know what's wrong w her?? haiz.. maybe i need to be fierce n disciple her? children's day big day is coming up.. everyone is busy, tired, n even taking leave so that they can serve for all the 3 services.. everyone is standing in line w the move of the church.. but y must she choose to be out of it? all i asked was for her to avail herself to visit and do saturation.. is it too much? erm.. okie, i understand ur work commitments, but everyone has their commitments too.. who is not tired?? but at the end of the day, what is the point that we are trying to achieve here? yeah, that's right.. all we truly wanted was for more kids to know about God, to come into His kingdom.. when a soul is saved, the whole heaven shall rejoice.. isnt that true? why cant u see the big picture?
yah, everyone has a different capacity level to handle stress.. maybe i can handle it better than u, but that's not the point!!! what matters is our personal walk with God.. God called us to ENLARGE our tents, yah, YOU!! He called YOU to ENLARGE ur tent.. it's not going to be by your own strength, but He's going to be there for u if u're willing to do it.. NO PROBLEM or BURDEN is too big for God.. maybe u r depending too much on ur own strength.. it's tiring, isnt it.. y dun u just choose the simple way out n ask God for that outpouring of His Spirit n strength.. HE will, only if YOU ASK!!!
u really disappointed me alot, but im not grieving over the fact that u chose a different path.. what grieves me is the loss of the potential in you that u have failed to maximise.. the talent that u have failed to make full use of.. but i'll keep praying for u, coz i know that one day, u will see it.. yes, i dun how long it will take u, but im sure u will..
The SUN has SET.. what does it mean?? Bro Michael shared this w us during the prayer meeting on wed.. he said that when the sun has set, darkness comes and no work can be done.. but now, there's still light.. there's still time for us to work.. yeah, it's NOW or NEVER,.. catch the flow, catch the anointing.. dun let it just pass u by.. now is the time for harvest.. dun miss it for anything else in the world.. dun wait till the sun has set n then regret.. catch the FIRE now!!
Visitation n saturation was good over the last two days.. praise God for it.. confirmed a newcomer for tmr's event and for children's day.. u know what the mum asked me?? she asked y didnt i invited them earlier.. i was like,.. erm... speechless.. yeah, n it struck me that yah, though i've been working on these areas for so many years, but there's still so many other children out there, who have not heard about Jesus.. there's this urgency in me to want to do even more for these children.. God placed me here for a purpose, yeah, to spread the love of God to them.. n im not going to do this alone.. i'm going to need all of you.. yup, each n everyone of you.. patuma, rachel, elijah, louisa.. like me, we r e warriors of God that He sent to fight this battle w the devil.. we're not going to lose.. yup, not only that, got quite a few contacts, n they seem to be interested in coming for our big day.. yup, all brand new kids.. gotta keep praying n fasting.. so pls continue to pray for me and the entire children's church okie?? believe for a mighty harvest, and many many kids are going to get saved.. AMEN!!!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Friday, September 16, 2005