Sunday, November 19, 2006

im supposed to be studying now.. but somehow, feeling very distracted.. shall therefore blog.. haha.. hmmm.. n i dun even know what im distracted by, just simply not in the mood to study... yup, thinking.. thinking.. thinking..
tonite, seems a long nite.. haha.. thinking of the past.. of how slack i am, compared to now.. slacking has left me ever since i enter SMU.. but thats only to me.. when compared to my frens in sch, im still im of the slackest.. but for one of the rare times, im suddenly feeling very tired.. tired from all these studying n rushing n buzzing around.. really longing for peace, for a time of quietness.. think i need a run, at least thats the time when i am alone.. away with God.. thats the only thing i like abt running.. harhar..
longing for someone to talk to.. like how i always chatted on the phone with my frens in the past.. it's becoming a luxury to me nowadays to have time to even talk on the phone.. phone calls of 5 mins are like super long.. harhar.. whereas in the past, i can chat with frens for like 5hrs.. times have changed, like what we learnt, there is a time n season for everything.. maybe the times are over.. not now.. someone asked me a qn yesterday... so who do u hang out with usually.. then i was thinking, thinking, thinking.. cant seem to find the answer.. n i realised that i've been neglecting my frens.. or rather, i've been neglecting myself.. to spend time with all the lovely angels ard me.. harhra.. getting emotional tonite..
im longing for christmas to come, coz that means the end of the yr.. it would be good.. at least all the hype will be over.. n i can finally have a break... i wanna go out.. i wanna go play.. i wanna go watch movie.. i wanna play soccer.. i wanna break free n soar up high! God, lift me up.. take my to a brand new level.. i need something new.. i need you...
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Sunday, November 19, 2006