Thursday, November 02, 2006

This was the question that i saw when i was on my way last nite after BGS project. It was on the ad at one of the bus stops. And it really made me start thinking....

Was feeling frustrated and pek chek at the amount of things i gotta do for the projects.. wah! a mountain of work, is not an apt word to describe.. was in a super bad mood, n i guess the lack of sleep got to me.. slept at near 5am the day before and had to wake up at 9am..

But as i saw the question, i really thot hard about it.. and i was listening to my mp3 as well.. the song that was playing was "thank You" by CCC.. then i felt God spoke to me.. I could sense Him telling me, why am i wasting my time whining and complaining here? God says in the bible that in all situation, we just gotta trust in Him and He will direct our paths. He said that we should not be anxiuos, but with prayer and supplication, with THANKSGIVING, offer our requests to Him. Then i remembered the question that i saw, if i have 6 months left, would i still be whining why do i have 6 months left? or will i make the most of it, to live a fulfilling 6 months?

And i made a decision today.. i need to GROW UP! yup, i've decided NOT to make discouraging remarks anymore! Coz i felt that sometimes, though it's unintentional, i made remarks that end up hurting my frens. so i shall CHANGE!!! God says in His word that there is life and death in our tongue. n every word that we say should be edifying! yup! but im not perfect, so i'll need time, but i'll be nice! to my best ability! n the greatest benefitor, i think, will be RAE... harhar...
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Thursday, November 02, 2006