Monday, May 28, 2007

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run for me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you will always be the one
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you will always be the one
to take my breath away?
Would you be there?

If I am away, would you still think of me?
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you will always be the one
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you will always be there
to kiss my pain away?

Would you be there.. For me..
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, May 28, 2007

Friday, May 25, 2007

im frustrated.. arrrrggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!! i hate this feeling.. makes me grouchy!! haiz.... i think im too much of a perfectionist.. or rather, organised is the better word to describe myself.. n when things dun happen to the way it is supposed to be, i get frustrated!! arrrggghhh...

i hate it when i cant meet up to expectations!! but then again, how do u expect me to do it so last min.. haiz.. so many things going on.. in need of a clearer mind.. this few days haven been thinking.. so lethargic.. i feel like stoning.. i need a life! i wanna go out n do all the things that i wanna do!!!!!!!!!!

But at least, something on the bright side.. ran into one of my graduates today.. had a good chat with him.. great! he's such a big boy now, so matured! n he is becoming more n more handsome each day! smart n atheletic.. good in basketball and soccer.. harhar.. hmmm.. in fact, 2 of my other graduates are in the same cg as him.. all three are one yrs apart.. they are the ones that tell me that whatever i'm doing is all worth it..

i want to go out!!! play play play and not worry about anything.. stop thinking, stop moving.. just for that one day.. n start stoning.. i will be happy..
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Friday, May 25, 2007

Thursday, May 17, 2007

an empty shell looks so strong on the outside, but deep within, there's no substance - NOTHING!!

an empty shell is good protection for others, but can it protect itself?

im reminded of the story of the carrot, egg and coffee bean.

all the three of them are put into boiling water, what will happen?

the carrot - hard on the outside, after the problems(boiling water), it becomes soft and mashed.

the egg - hard on the outside, soft on the inside. after the problems, it's within gets hardened, just like its shell.

coffee bean - it doesnt change, but changes the problems. nicely brewed and aromatic coffee.

what will you be?

thinking... using my brains.. harhar.. gene, im not just nua-ing.. putting my brains to good use..
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Thursday, May 17, 2007

Saturday, May 12, 2007

so many things requiring my attention!!! arrrggggghhhh.....

i need to get my brains working, my capacity stretched, my body to rest and recover...

i need creativity juices to flow!!!!!!!!!!

there's so many things to do, but my time is so stretched!!

i need to meet up with rx and gang, soo n gang.. i need to meet up with matt... i need to arrange for everyone to come for soccer training!!! arrggghhh...

can everyone of you suit my time schedule?? haha.. so hard to fit everyone into the schedule lei..

it's been real fun working but its really tiring.. losing my voice from talking too much..

im just complaining.. arrrggghhh... harhar...

i want to go holiday!! i really really want!! so sianz!! pls give me money to go overseas can? boooo......
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Saturday, May 12, 2007

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Are you doing what you want to do or doing what you have to do?

Do you know why you are doing what you are doing?

Or do you not know why you are doing what you are doing?

Are you still searching and thinking of why you are doing what you are doing?

What will happen if one day, you are no longer doing what you are doing and you do not know what you can do without doing what you are doing, what will you do?

Will you be lost?

Always know why you are doing what you are doing

If not, all that you do will be meaningless

It's a thin fine line between knowing and not knowing

So, do you know why you are doing what you are doing?
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Thursday, May 03, 2007

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Popeye needs to eat his spinach to have strength.

I need my 'spinach' too.

the road is too long,

the strength is too little.

slowly crawling through.

thoughts of falling out.

but remaining focused on the final prize.

the only thing that keeps me going on is you.

ppl disappoint, but it will nv b you.

i need my 'spinach'.

how ironic it is that when im tired from running the marathon, i start to like running to relax.

hibernating...........................
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Tuesday, May 01, 2007