Friday, May 25, 2007

im frustrated.. arrrrggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!! i hate this feeling.. makes me grouchy!! haiz.... i think im too much of a perfectionist.. or rather, organised is the better word to describe myself.. n when things dun happen to the way it is supposed to be, i get frustrated!! arrrggghhh...

i hate it when i cant meet up to expectations!! but then again, how do u expect me to do it so last min.. haiz.. so many things going on.. in need of a clearer mind.. this few days haven been thinking.. so lethargic.. i feel like stoning.. i need a life! i wanna go out n do all the things that i wanna do!!!!!!!!!!

But at least, something on the bright side.. ran into one of my graduates today.. had a good chat with him.. great! he's such a big boy now, so matured! n he is becoming more n more handsome each day! smart n atheletic.. good in basketball and soccer.. harhar.. hmmm.. in fact, 2 of my other graduates are in the same cg as him.. all three are one yrs apart.. they are the ones that tell me that whatever i'm doing is all worth it..

i want to go out!!! play play play and not worry about anything.. stop thinking, stop moving.. just for that one day.. n start stoning.. i will be happy..
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Friday, May 25, 2007