Monday, October 08, 2007

Recently, many things are happening. Not sure if i can cope and handle with it, but i know that God is always just around the corner, awaiting me to seek Him.

Learning to hear from God.. harhar.. had a good time doing visitation yesterday, though it was tiring, but it was time well-spent. Visited one of my nc's and it's the 1st time i went into their house, n the 1st time that he's at home. Taught him tuition for a while, and talked to the mum. I still rmbr that the mum was hostile to me at the start, bcoz i invited her sons to church without 1st informing her. but now, they are my regulars and the mum is nice and i can sense that she was glad to have us making a difference in her son's lives.

As i walked home from visitation, i was just thinking about some stuff when God told me something about the different roles that we play. Each and everyone of us has a role to play. In the eyes of your child, you play the role of a parent. In your parents eyes, you play the role of a child. In school, you play the role of a student. In children's church, you play the role of an teacher. In a relationship, you play the role of a boyfriend or girlfriend. Different roles requires different committment, different rules and standards. In each of them, we may do well in some while faltering in others. To be the light and salt, we need to be someone who excels on all fronts. It's not going to be easy but God gave us the capacity to handle things. And someone told me this, if God have given all that you have, He must have given you the capabilities to handle them. There's more to be said, but its not formed in words yet. hehe..

Anyway, my boss may be leaving soon. I do not know what lies ahead in this road, but i pray that she will find her true happiness. What will happen after that, i do not know. Maybe we will all be split into other zones, maybe something else will happen. harhar.. i have no idea, just keeping an open mind, looking forward to the things ahead!

This time round, my exams may not yield that good results. lack of motivation to study. harhar. not as prepared as before, just gotta trust God in it. but i still have my finals. I shall arise and be the best tat i can be! projects deadlines are coming up, gonna be super duper busy! yea.. finally today, is my first day of rest! haha.. slept like 10 hours. so shiok. so now is the time for me to get back to work! yea!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, October 08, 2007