Monday, October 01, 2007

mixed feelings right now... useless, helpless, struggling.. trying to be happy, confident, empowered.. 3 mid terms this semester, my slackest to date in SMU.. but still, things don't seem to be going down the right road.. just messed up one of my mid-terms today.. something that i could do, but simply becoz of some technical stuff.. not sure how well i will do, but doubt it will be up to my expectations..

another mid-terms tmr, finance.. my ke4 xin1.. studying finance is as good as writing tamil words to me.. totally lost.. supposed to be revising now, but dont even understand what's going on man! God must make a way, I'm simply stoning right in front of my laptop, not knowing what to do..

too many commitments, too much time spent.. some spent wisely, some not.. for the 1st time, i feel so lost throughout the entire exam period.. n for the 1st time this yr, my motto of minimising input n maximising output failed me.. output this time round may not even justify the input.. what went wrong? i simply have no idea..

a setback, to put things into perspective.. a tug from the back to keep things in check.. only to spur and push me on.. i will and i must prevail at the very end..

multi-tasking seems to elude me as age catches up on me.. entering into a new phase of life.. lead me through the narrow way!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, October 01, 2007