Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Met up with the leaders and helpers on Monday. For my boss's 2nd discipleship session. Each session takes hours. Must be accumulated from the past 5 years. The 1st one started at 730pm and ended at 130am. On Mon, it started at 7pm and ended at 11plus. Harhar.. But what matters is that it's good!

Title: How to survive and succeed in CCH?

We need to PUSH!!

P - Persistence

There's are times of valley, times of disappointment, but never give up! Shared with the helpers my experience. How my group growed and multiplied. Then it became stagnant for 2 years. But God sees it even if no one does. Now, I moved on and God has brought revival! Average of 2-3 newcomers for the past 5 weeks and still counting!!!

U - Urgency

How urgent are you to seek God? What's your priority?

S - Share your burdens

CCH is a busy busy ministry. Sometimes, you can just serve and serve, but people may not even notice your existence. Press in, learn to take the initiative to share. We are a big family, always here to listen and lighten your load! We may be busy, but we will make time for you!

H - Hearing from God

Doing it God's way is definitely than doing it my way. Hearing and knowing His will should be the top priority. Learn to listen. Be sensitive. If you cant hear it, ask God to help you hear it!

During the session, we had to do 2 exercises. To write down some stuff.

What kind of legacy do you want to leave behind? How do you want people to know you as?

Enoch was a man who walked with God, David was a man after God's heart. Abraham was a friend of God. What are you?

For me, it was simple. I simply wrote, I'm Azrael. Azrael = God's helper. Yea, I want to be God's hands and legs, to be His helper. I'm also God's bridge! I always believe that a leader is not someone who has followers. But one who brings his followers to where he has been! Such that when I'm not around, they will be able to stand in the gap and do the things that i do. Thus, I'm the bridge that will bring my people to where I am.

The next exercise was to write down what God thinks of me. And what God sees me as?

I was brought to remembrance about the roles that we play in life - in my previous entry. I have 3 roles, or 3 things that God sees me as.

1) Child

A child is precious in God's eyes. A child is someone who can be nurtured/trained. A child is one with huge potential

2) Teenager

The teenager is one who seeks understanding about himself and things around him. This is a stage of preparation. For something greater.

3) Man

A man of possiblities. Anything is possible with God! A man of great achievement. I know I can achieve great things, only if I believe, listen and obey. And just today, God cleared my doubts about myself. I always had this thinking about what can i acheive in my life. It seems like the road ahead is not clear. Then God said to me. If i tell you everything now, will you still look to me? By then, you will be so engrossed in your own work. My future has been planned, i may not see it, but it's already done! Great things lies ahead, only if i trust Him.

Was blessed by the time spent with everyone. N i can see that the helpers are blessed too! It was really a great time! I sense something in my spirit! Raring to go! Yea!

Things to update.. Last Sunday was the 1st time I'm doing story, during svc. Scary, but it went ok. Just need to take note of some stuff, n be better prepared. harhar. And i got another present last Sat, a new wallet. A bit late, but it's the thot that really counts! Appreciated!

Haven gotten my results yet! My profs are super slack this sem, taking so long to mark the papers and they are mcq questions somemore!! wah faint.. anyway, im excited. finally got momentum to do work le. It's 130am now and I dun feel tired.. harhar.. Gonna get more work done! Yea!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Tuesday, October 16, 2007