Wednesday, November 28, 2007

today's a nice and beautiful day spent with myself!! harhar.. i guess everyone, at some point in time, needs to spend some time with himself/herself. N that definitely includes me! so glad to finally have some time for myself today. harhar..

Basically, for the 1st time in the past 3 months, today's the 1st day that i can sleep without worrying about over-sleeping. thus, i woke up only at 11plus but even then, i didnt had to rush. just relax and go about doing my things slowly.

cleared all the notes that i no longer need. at least my drawer and shelf looks so much neater now. its been in need of attention for super duper long already. finally done. then i had time to sit down and plan some stuff for my zone, and also for Christmas big day!!

so shiok. i absolutely love it!! resting and preparing for something greater! it's about time already. harhar. im really excited. this time round, i feel the sense of responsiblity on my shoulders. i know i gotta arise. somehow, it seems like the time has come. i dun feel stressed about doing what im supposed to do. In fact, im really excited about it. so different as compared to a few months back.

Things really happen and move according to God's timing. Not how i decide but how He decides. Through this entire past two weeks, i have learnt to just trust God more. Was talking to my fren, about having faith and believing. but she said true faith is hard. it really sets me thinking. is it really that hard? maybe it is, maybe it is not. maybe im reckless. coz i have learnt to simply believe and have faith that all will work out. sometimes, too much reasoning and questioning really takes away all the meaning of faith.

Im really glad for all the things that i have been through. from the very start of my journey, on the 061001, when i became a child of God. it has really prepared me well for the things that im going to achieve. it hasnt been an easy journey for me. the disappointments, sadness and pain i've been through had made me so much stronger.

One of the first few things that i learnt was about preference and conviction. Conviction was the key that had led me so far. What's my conviction? My conviction to fulfill my destiny. the destiny that has been set forth for me. planned ahead of time. even before i was born. taking baby steps towards it each and very single day. i want to be making a difference.

Creating an IMPACT! one that lasts and never ends. a LEGACY that shall be carried on the shoulders of my people. and my kids will ARISE and be M.A.D - Making A Difference
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Wednesday, November 28, 2007