Sunday, January 20, 2008

Saturday service was really good. Pst Kong taught us about faith. Something we all thought that we knew so well, but its just different. And it's not the way Pst preached that made it different, or was it the message. What truly made the difference was the presence of God. That was felt so strongly. I felt really blessed to be there, at the right time at the right moment. It was indeed a right timing for me, when i needed that assurance from God.

I've been thinking, praying about an issue that was close to my heart. Since e start of the year, I have more or less know what's expected of me in this brand new year. To arise and step up into a whole new level. But I was struggling with one question. Am i able to do all that is required of me? It's the thought of being inadequate. I got my answer about a week or so ago. During my 'isolation' period. harhar.. but during the service on Sat, it's the assurance from Him once again. That sealed it for me.

Whatever that we do, we are not trying to prove anything to anyone. And the key to my confidence will be REVELATION. That's why one of my goals this year is to really learn to hear more from God. To make decisions according to His will rather than my imperfect knowledge. Blessed!

Moving on to a whole new level. A greater responsibility. And looking back, I remembered that years ago, when I was choosing what would I be doing in my calling, I chose CCH. N someone asked me, so what do you see yourself becoming in CCH. I forgot what was my exact answer, but I know that at the back of my mind, THIS was one of the answers that I had for that question. It was just a simple wish, a passing thought of a young helper then. But look at how God has brought it to pass. I'm amazed at what He can do.

Dreams and visions may seem so big that it overwhelms you at that very moment. But when God is able to bring it to pass, you will be amazed, just like how i feel right now.

Thank You Jesus!!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Sunday, January 20, 2008