Wednesday, February 27, 2008

February is ending soon in a few days time. and March is gonnnnaaaa be here and it's going to be a fun, exciting, tiring and demanding month!! so many events are on its way and I'm beginning to see it all happening. It's not going to be an easy month, but it's always so fun to run at the pace that God sets out for us. It leaves you panting, and exhausted, but at the end of it all, you will see that you have made it happen. the refreshing feeling after everything is awesome!

1st Mar - FIR is coming to perform!! oh, maybe its just FR, coz I is not coming.. haaaaa..

8th Mar - Easter Egg Hunt at SDC. it's gonna be the Singapore record for the most number of Easter eggs to be hunted

15th Mar - Break for a week, to catch a breather. But i'm gonna have a headache that week with tpt. 4 leaders are not going to be around. God, save me!! harhar..

20th-22th Mar - Easter big day!!! 587 for PE zone! Let's go for it and hit our targets!!! Jia You!!!

Exciting times ahead, just need strength to go through it all. And all these are going to happen in the midst of my project deadlines, and quizzes and exams! how fun is it?

just a thought. from cell group last night.

What is the greatest gift that you will give to your child?

For me, it's to learn to be happy and positive in every situation, looking on the bright side, trusting that God works things out. And most importantly, to be what he/she is meant to be.

what about you?
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Sunday, February 24, 2008

I just realised that this is already my 202th post since i started this blog. Not bad i guess. At least my entries are not so random.

I think its so true that people say that the birds of the same feather flock together. Because it's simply very sianz to be in a wrong flock.

I dislike being around negative people. Brings down the whole atmosphere. *shakes head* But, I like hanging around people who are full of faith. People who knows their purpose. People who are all ready to chiong. People who are full of passion. I think people filled with passion are the most attractive. U look best at that very moment!

Negativity and positiveness is contagious. Are you contaminating your surroundings or making a positive impact? Are you the causing the positive CHANGE or should you be CHANGED?

What will you do if your people are like those negative people? How to transfer that positiveness to them? SHOULD THEY BE CHANGED??

My answer is NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! harhar.. I always believed that a leader is someone to brings his people to places. If they are lagging far behind you, your responsibility is to bring them forward with you.

Make a conscious decision to be a SUPER-INFECTOR/ SUPER-CARRIER of positiveness. Not just for yourself, but for the people around you.

I WILL, will YOU?
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Sunday, February 24, 2008

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

so many things are going to happen in CCH. so exciting. FIR, Easter egg hunt?? Easter big day.. ALL happening in the month of March!! Today's cg was great. ended really late, 11plus. n i was having bad gastric pain. My dinner was a cup of bubble tea.. grrrr... harhar... anyway, e month of March is going to be so packed and yet i am going to be so busy!!! ultimate sian-ness... God, please multiply my time and capacity... Discipleship sessions are on the way, in planning stages.. Tpt training is happening soon in April, but that can wait..

I need to make an important decision soon.. grrrr.. should i or should i not? Much as I want to go for it, but i fang bu xia.. so many things on my mind.. need to pray about it..

I guess im not going to sleep tonite.. harhar.. doing some studying for my psychology exam!! n of course, watching soccer.. harhar..

i need to multiply and my capacity needs to be expanded!!!! grow and enlarge!!!!!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Sunday, February 17, 2008

It's been the most tiring weekend since the start of the year 2008. Basically, I only had managed to sleep for 3 hours from Friday till Sunday. Tired, but happy and pretty much recharged on the inside.

First up was Mr Eugene's wedding!! Congrats to e newly married couple, Eugene and Yilun!!! harhar.. Rushed down to JW on Friday night to help with e deco, and by the time i reached home, settled admin, its already 130am. Slept for 3 hrs before getting ready to be 'ah chek' for e very 1st time. It's pretty slack, not much sabo... harhar.. Busy running around the whole day before having our overnight prayer meeting at night! Ended at 430am and a big group of us headed to Mac at Bras Basah for breakfast and to sleep for like 30mins. Not much sleeping for me though. Then we headed down to serve at Expo, tried to get some sleep, but to no avail.

N i was having an irritating stomachache since prayer meet. Joyce too. Thanks to the goreng pisang which was pretty mashed and gross. Am i right hui? harhar..

Helping out at the wedding had been quite a fun time, especially with the wonderful company i have. Took quite a few photos, I want my photos soon!! hehe.. And to a certain extent, I was pretty touched by Gene's thank you speech. haaahaa. Glad to be a part of e F4........ oppsss, F5......... haaahaa. Great friendships that I will treasure. Not easy to find, but i feel that God places in my life for a purpose! And his speech included Gene's usual lame-ness - welcoming everyone to his FIRST wedding!!! *faintz*

Then at PM, it's quite fun. Though i was pretty tired, but as the time passes, i feel more recharged. Had a chance to share my zone vision in front of everyone. I wasnt really prepared for it.. harhar.. As in, I know what to do, but not what to say. But on my way to Bible House, i felt led to flip through my bible to look at some verses. and 1 Cor 13: 1-3, 8 got my attention.. haahaa..

It talks about love and that without love, all the things that we do are nothing. And verse 8 sums it up. Love NEVER fails!! Many times, when we are very good at doing something, it becomes a routine to us. Things like visitation, transport, calling the children becomes a routine. Im not saying that what we are doing is not good, but there's something more than that. And love is e X-factor in our ministry, especially with children. We need to have the love that flows out from the bottom of our heart. To have the love that will nurture all these children and help them fulfill their potential. And my vision for my zone is that we need to learn to love the children even more this year, not just them, but also their family. Only then, we can be better able to meet their needs and add value to their lives. And love represents passion too. To have e passion that burns so strong within our hearts. With the flames fanned by the anointing poured upon us.

Going from glory to glory. Yea! busy weeks ahead. It's week 7 already. 7 more weeks to my summer break!! so cool and happening! cant wait for it. I'm tired and in need of sleep, but my inner man is EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!! muaaaaaahhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaa..................
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Sunday, February 17, 2008

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Hui, i lazy to blog. harhar. you took pictures that day rite? did u? forget liao. you blog about it la. so long nv blog also. bleah.

I have no idea why, but i feeling really drained, tired and lethargic.. Arrggghh. I dun like this feeling.. So no mood to study.. I think i really need 48 hours a day, so that I can sleep for 12 hours everyday!

I think I have too many things on my mind.. Not really that good i guess.. To think too much.. But sometimes it can't really be helped.. I'm no longer excited about this semester.. Just waiting for it to end, and hopefully I can get a internship that I can look forward to.. 5.5 modules is not really a good choice after all.. Super stretched.. And I have a million other things to think about and consider..

I seriously think that reservist is so sianz. I have a mob coming up and I really pray that it will not affect my class if not im going to be soooooooo sianz... so no brainer. planned it during such a time!! *angry-sssss*

I need solitude time i guess.. Time to just relax and do nothing.. No need to plan anything, no need to think, no need to entertain anyone.. Just me, myself and God..

I'm having my test in 7 hours time.. I have 8 chapters to read.. I started only like 1 hour ago.. And at this point, I gave up trying to study.. Being smart is not enough, I still need to study one!!! *blinks at hui* harhar.. but at this point of time, I think the wisest thing to do is to PRAY and sleep..

God, please help me to be refreshed and come strengthen me! tired of endless readings.. I'm sooooo looking forward to the overnight prayer meeting.. Coz i know that during that time, I wouldnt have to think about anything about school.

Im going into auto-pilot mode these few days and be stoning.. So pardon me, if im not entertaining you on msn etc. Will try my best.. harhar.. till i blog again..
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Thursday, February 07, 2008

bzzzzzzzzz....... hustle n bustle............... rushing to and fro is a yearly routine on e 1st day of CNY for me. And of course, it's no difference for me this year.

Went chinatown for the 1st time this year on e eve, and im sure that it's going to be last time i will be going there soon. haaahaa. super duper crowded. pushed ard, and of course, pushing ard on our part too. but it was great company with the people. nice.

I feel so old this year. most of my cousins that i played with when im young, are all grown up, and they are happily married with kids. harhar. I have 1 niece, 5 nephews and another niece/nephew in July. I feel so old.... feels weird this year... some things have changed...

am thinking alot recently. more than ever. haaa. at e transition stage of growing older. moving on to a whole new level.

i must get my driving license by the next CNY. harhar. there's 5 people in my family, and thus we cant really cab around. the long hours of public transport is soooo tiring... so by next year, im soooo going to get my license, and drive my family around...

im tired. lack of sleep. tons of work to do.. i need to get my internship. please pray for me! :)
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Thursday, February 07, 2008

Friday, February 01, 2008

As TIME flies by again, it has already consumed one whole month, 1/12 of the year 2008. TIME is indeed one of the most frightening monster on Earth! *grins*

New Year = New responsibilities. And somehow, I realised that I have a much higher expectation of myself, and as a result, I have a higher expectation of people around me. And when these expectations are not met, frustration results. Haiz. A vicious cycle. I need to learn to have an enlarged capacity to handle all these.

This isnt the only thing bothering me. Some other stuff as well. Rather surprised that I talked about this to someone today. Harhar. Usually, I will keep alot of stuff in my head. And thats just where it belongs. Somehow, I prefer to keep my problems to myself and God only. yea. Self-reliant i guess. Trained from young. Though I would prefer to be offered help, but I will always choose to do things myself, with God of course!

Blessed today. With an ang pow! First ang pow of the year! Harhar. Quite a big ang pow for me. It's from my aunt, for my hard work of teaching my cousin last year. I taught her for free, and she did quite well for her PSLE, much higher than expected. That explains the generosity and the big ang pow. My aunt is super duper nice! harhar. Always loved going to stay at her house when Im young coz she will buy lots and lots of food to pamper us.

I need more time to pray. To seek God. Really looking forward to the overnight prayer meeting. A time of anointing, seeking, praying and knowing God's direction for us this year. Excited!

I need serenity. Peace from God in my life. To manage all the things that I have to do. In need of wisdom too. The feeling of wanting to chiong for my modules is fast disappearing with the heavy workload. Just 3 more weeks to my study break, and another 10 weeks to a 4 months break. Which I'm most likely going to do my internship. I need to send out my resume! Deadline for some of the internships that Im interested has passed! grrrrrr....
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Friday, February 01, 2008