Wednesday, May 28, 2008

It’s always easy to choose the easy way out of things.
But I know that I wouldn’t go down that road.
That which does not break me makes me stronger right?
It may be tiring, but I know I will make it.
His strength sustains me in all things.

I have a holy dissatisfaction within me.
I know certain things can be better
There’s definitely much more than all that.
I want to find it.
I give You all of me in exchange for all of You
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Wednesday, May 28, 2008

in a flickering moment, i lost it.

i know i shouldn't.

but i did.

i dun know what's wrong.

sometimes i really dun understand.

why must i be like everyone else?

is it wrong to do the things that i do.

maybe it's really hard to understand.

it hurts to be hurt.

but it hurts more to hurt.

hurts the most when both happens at the same time.

i need Your grace.

teach me how to love like You have loved me.
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Sunday, May 25, 2008

敞开我的心歌唱

我要敬拜你我王

天地齐声来宣告

耶稣基督名至高

就算面对风和浪

一定有你在身旁

当生命没有盼望

你荣光必会照亮

哈利路亚

哈利路亚

赞美我主

L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Sunday, May 25, 2008

Saturday, May 24, 2008

This entry is a tribute to Baby K, someone who really touched my heart.

Dearest Baby K,
Thanks for the joy that you brought to the people around you.
Thanks for the smile and laughter that you brought to our faces.
Thanks for e wonderful memories that you gave.

I will always remember you,
The pretty, cute and lovable Baby K,
The thick hair that you had,
The dimple on your cheek,
The beautiful smile that you had,
We will always remember you.

Our dearest Baby K,
We will always love you,
and miss you!
See you next time, remember us k?

Was talking to vons, he asked, "What's life?" In e end, we had the same answer.

Life's fragile. Treasure life. Life = Time. Treasure the time you have with the people around you!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Saturday, May 24, 2008

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Did my visitation today, to visit some children that I seldom visit. Sometimes, no matter how tired I am, seeing the way they are, being so innocent, just renews my strength. It gives me e assurance that whatever I'm doing is actually worth it. The effort spent in traveling to their house to visit them, even if its for 10mins, remembering their birthdays, getting them some gifts, seeing the look that they had, it's all worth it.

And I was reminded of this video that my Prof showed me in class during out semester, to think tat now, it had 4.6million people who viewed it. It's stuff like this that makes me smile, so innocent, so carefree. N i know, I have children, who are capable of doing it. Cal will know who I'm referring to, F, C n N. haaaa. I'm so sure they can sing and will do an even greater job! harhar, but the boy is really cool! Enjoy it!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wgrrQwLdME8

Anyway, was digging n clearing some books. Found 2 files which contained the chords for songs, that we sang in church. I still rmbr we always had those in bulletins whenever we sang a new song. And there I was, faithfully collecting it, because I was learning guitar from my fellow member. haa. that interest didn't last that long. but i still kept the habit of keeping the chords. As I looked through it, I was reminded of the times I had spent with God, singing all these songs. Simple songs, but every word we sang were from our heart. really nice songs, n i really missed them.

thank You, for wonderful times in the past. sweet memories, but I know, the future will be even more awesome!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Monday, May 12, 2008

it's been a while since i have been thinking quite a bit. indulged myself in reading, and sleeping a nice 7 hour sleep daily. never been so relaxed, i guess this is the way work life is all about. but i suppose i have decided, this is not the life that i really want to have. how things will turn out in future, i really have no idea, but i trust that God will direct me.

things happened and it made me pondered a bit. disappointed? i guess ya, maybe.. but i have closed up quite a bit that it doesnt really affect me much.. thats how i have been shaped over e few 'memorable' incidents i guess. shall not elaborate too much. harhar.

looked up some stuff today. by googling for some quotes.

The test we must set for ourselves is not to march alone but to march in such a way that others will wish to join us.
- Hubert Humphrey, U.S. vice president, senator

The best leader brings out the best in those he has stewardship over.
- J. Richard Clarke

There is nothing as remarkable as learning how to think better.
- Anonymous

Your thoughts are the architects of your destiny.
- David O. McKay

No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
- Eleanor Roosevelt

hmmm, if you could decipher what i'm thinking, then good. if not, just enjoy this entry of randomness.

L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, May 12, 2008

Thursday, May 08, 2008

A proud young man of ancient Greece came to Socrates(a great philosopher' and said, "O Great Socrates, I have come to you for knowledge." The venerable philosopher detected some arrogance, so he led the young man through the streets to the sea and put him into the water, chest deep.

"Son, what is it that you want?"

"Knowledge, O Wise Socrates!" the young man said with a smile. Socrates put a strong hand on the man's shoulder and thrust him under the water. Thirty seconds later, Socrates let him up and asked, "Son, what is it you want?"

"Wisdom, O Great and wise Socrates!" the young man sputtered. Again Socrates pushed the young man under - thirty seconds, thirty-five, then forty seconds passed before he was released. The man was gasping.

"What do you wan, young man?"

Between heavy and heaving breaths, the fellow wheezed, "Knowledge, O wise one!"

With that, Socrates jammed him down again - forty seconds, fifty seconds, sixty seconds before the young man was allowed to surface. "What is it that you want?"

"Air!" the young man screeched. "I need air!"

Then Socrates told him, "When you want knowledge as you have just wanted air, then you will have knowledge."

It's something interesting from an article that I got during cg. Replace the word "Knowledge" with "Passion"and read the whole story again!!

Just as air is necessary for us to live and grow older day by day. Passion is necessary for our own personal lives, our groups, to live on, and to grow and multiply! Is it dying today? Because the flames of the passion within your heart is burning out soon?

Draw close to Him once again. A bruise reed He will not break, and smoking flax He will not quench! Allow Him to rekindle the flames once again my friends!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Thursday, May 08, 2008

Sunday, May 04, 2008

It's been a long and tiring weekend, but i've been encouraged and challenged. to move on to a whole new level. Pst Tan preached a really awesome message!

If there is no more big day, no more preaching, no more things being organized, would you, a Christian, still go out into the world and bring in the souls? Is evangelism a part of your lifestyle? How do you go about living your life? Will you eat, sleep and think of how you can reach out come what may? it set me thinking, what have I done thus far, what more could i do and how do i go about doing it?

3 keys points being preached! to be Spiritually Fruitful! the power of Spiritual Adoption! Spiritual Empowerment!

Words alone could not express my excitement as i sat there listening to Pst, while praying in tongues throughout the service! Ideas began to pour forth into my tiny winy but limitless brain! haaa..

Pst talked about Spiritual Adoption, about adopting a group of people, to PRAY UNTIL SOMETHING HAPPENS! So, who can we as children church leaders adopt?

yea, we shall ADOPT A BLOCK! To pray for, to bless and to reach out. How to go about doing it you may ask? Door-to-door, block saturation within the block, build up a database of contacts. Find out unit numbers of those with children, names of the children etc and PRAY PRAY PRAY! Be specific, gather your helpers to pray together. Lay hands on the doors, letterbox and everything and anything! Corporate prayer, synchronized prayer, yea, COVER the entire block with your prayers!

and of course, we gotta work towards blessing the families there! Organize parties? Providing tuition? Getting chocolates for the children? Be creative, and find out the needs of the families in the block and MEET IT!

Yea, even if there's just one more family that is being added to God's kingdom, all your effort is worth it and can you imagine, the whole of heaven is going to stand and rejoice together with you!

Let's go all out to conquer our areas BLOCK by BLOCK!

For that one more BLOCK, for that one more FAMILY, for that one more CHILD!

All said and done, the choice is in your hands now! Is it going to be a sermon that you hear and 'wow' and then forget all about it? Or would you have e discipline to implement whatever that you have learnt and heard?

You may not be in CCH, but the principle doesn't change. Prayers works wonders, and Prayers will begin to transform the world around you!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Sunday, May 04, 2008