Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Proverbs 16: 1 (The Message) - Mortals make elaborate plans, but God has the last word.

Proverbs 16: 2 (The Message) - Humans are satisfied with whatever looks good; God probes for what is good.

Proverbs 16: 3 (The Message) - Put God in charge of your work, then what you've planned will take place

God knows what's good for me and He has the last word in everything that I long to do. Remember, when God is in charge, everything that's planned will go well.

God, come take charge of my life! Breakthroughs in every area!

Your revival will flow out of your passion for Him!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Sunday, July 27, 2008

I finally made the decision to sit down and blog. My internship is finally over. it's been a long long 3 months of internship, with times of fun and sian-ness. But i would say, it's still part and parcel of life, a good experience for me.

My brainy brains are slowing down. Haven been thinking much recently, slacking. Things are just sitting still in my brains. Not much progress. I feel that there's so much things to do, yet, I do not know what to do and how to do. I need to start planning my life.

I like e cg and svc message this week. It wasnt something that requires me to think alot, but it's more of a reminder to me. God is indeed able to make anything happen. and how important it is to run a race in such a way that you will be winning the race. so cool. Lethargy sets in during the middle and it threatens to take away the purpose of why we started.

Im believing for so much more. I think i know e reason why i haven been thinking, it's cause i have no answer to my questions. Someone offered me an answer, to do all things with a pure and right heart. maybe its just so simple and so true. i do not know yet, but i will figure it out soon.

Im in need of a breakthrough in so many areas of my life right now.

Everyday I live, I know you are my God
I lift my face and look to you my Lord
Even when the mountains tremble and a thousand fall
I will stand You, Jesus take my all

This verse is so true to my heart. That no matter what happens, as long as I live, I know that my God is in me. n in this walk, I am always going to stand with you my Jesus! this is not going to be an easy walk, but i know that with you, i will make it.
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Sunday, July 27, 2008

Friday, July 18, 2008

I have another 30 minutes to the end of work. I learnt something today. It’s really so stressful and tiring to act busy. I think it’s so much easier to do work than to act. I wonder how come people like to chao keng. As such, I resorted to writing this now.

It’s been an enjoyable day today, and I think prayer really works. It hasn’t been all that rosy at work recently and I was really sianz this morning. So I prayed for grace and favor at work this morning. And guess what, I had a nice 2 hour lunch with one of my colleague and we chatted quite a bit. N then, I talked to my manager and we were joking over some stuff. The last time we talked without the feeling of any tension was like one month plus ago. Harhar. God is great. And anyway, it’s just my last 5 days here and so I’m just gonna give it my best shot. It’s going to be a busy week next week. Event on Thurs and all preparations need to be settled by Wed.

I come to a realization these few days. I think I need to study the Word more. I need to stop falling asleep in service! I will make the conscious decision to do so. If not, I’m going to feel so shortchanged. Bleah!! I will make it happen!

Thinking of 2 questions recently:

Should I go for IndoFest this time round?

Should I go to SOT next summer?

My two biggest constraints would be time and money! Grrrr.. God, I need You to make a way for me, just like how You always do. Thank You in advance!

a promise awaiting to be fulfilled. one that's valid forever and ever.
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Friday, July 18, 2008

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Two key things that I have learnt over the past 11 weeks are the power of empowerment and the importance of how environment shapes behavior. It’s simply amazing how the environment that one is in can shape his behavior. If this can be applied to an adult, how much more does it apply to a child who is definitely much more susceptible to circumstances caused by the environment? One thing that I learnt from my friend, according to a research, it is proven that a baby is only born with two types of fear: the fear of hunger, and the fear of falling. All other types of fear are learnt as a result of what they observe in their ENVIRONMENT! This goes to show how much your environment plays a part in your development as a person.

The power that lies behind empowerment is limitless. Whether your people are living in your shadows or they are soaring high in the skies with you depends on one thing; have you EMPOWERED them to do what they can do. Tap into their strengths and allow them to soar under your guidance. It’s such a tragedy to see people’s potential being buried and not fully unleashed just because you are too busy to allow them to do so.

I thank God that I have made it thus far. It’s just 2 more weeks to go; 10 more days and I pray that it will be good! Moving on to the next phase of life. I took a step of faith today. :)
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Thursday, July 10, 2008

Monday, July 07, 2008

Some thoughts. Nothing really significant, just some random thoughts. Celebrated Pst’s bdae on Sat and through the video, I saw how far she has walked on this road. And a thought struck me, where would I be when I look back many years from now. What would I have done or achieved from the start till now, and from now till next time? It’s really true that the decisions we make today affects what we do in the future. And we make our decisions, plan our OWN time and schedule.

Pst Mike was around for the whole week and it’s been a really great time having him around. He still looked the same after so many years. It’s been a week of learning, and though its tiring to travel to JW so many days, it’s worth it. Haha. To be an AMBASSADOR of Heaven to the children. That’s what I aim to be.

And finally, I can understand why Gene wears crocs to church on Sat. It’s so tiring to do operations, running all over and standing for so many hours. It must have been so comfy to be in Crocs. But operations is still quite fun and interesting, though It’s really tiring. Mr Fang said I did well. Harhar. Every Sat is gonna be so challenging, to wake up at 6am. So happening!

Thinking of a trip to Kuching with my zone leaders. It’s gonna be so awesome if I can really go there. So fun! God, I pray that there will be tickets available and it’s CHEAPPPPP!!! Harhar.. I want my holidays!!!

And yes, Im so happy that I took leave this Friday, can finally have some much needed rest. Sit down to think and plan for my modules next semester, and go for PUSH camp in e evening. Im looking forward to it!

L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, July 07, 2008