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School has finally started and it seems like it's going to be a busy semester coming up. The work haven really come in yet, but I'm expecting it. I wanna do well this semester, so that I can TA next semester and earn more moolah.. Anyway, the morning PMs organised by CHC has ended, but it has started in SMU. I'm so amazed by the fervency of the people. I shall pop by and join them one of these days too. And I really enjoyed going for all the morning PM. Starting the day fresh with God and the added incentive of it all was that J's with me. loved the nice fellowship and breakfast after that.:) Anyway, it's been a nice week last week. I wanted to upload some pictures, but im a bit lazy. harhar. so just check out J's blog if you are interested to see them. And ya, I realized so many people are reading that my blog and that I must be more discreet!! hee. to avoid further suan-ing.. And finally, I need moo-lah, so if you have any part time jobs, or any lobangs to intro me, do give me a call. yup. oh ya, just before i forget, something great happened on the 24th August!! Rae Lee is officially attached to Mr @win!!!! harhar.. Love is indeed in the air and I'm sooooo happy for both of them. And Rae, I just realized that you have alot of common friends with J. Harhar.. ![]() This photo's taken last Fri, when we met up with J's cuzzie and her bf. nice and relaxing dinner. We caught a short preview of the fireworks after that. Went for the full show on Sat coz my bro had two extra tickets. so cool, our 1st time watching fireworks so upfront! nicer pictures in J's blog. L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, August 25, 2008 Changes are the only thing constant. My life has since been changed, never to be the same again. But, it's a happy change. :) More changes are going to come, pretty major for me I think. But this is how the way of life is. You either move forward or move backward, coz the world never stops moving. I'm glad that I'm going to move forward to a whole new level. Something new, a challenge that I will relish. I may not be the best, but God can make the best of me. I think I will miss all of them a lot. really! n ya, I just come to e realization today, that means I can't attend service with you!! No one to poke me awake, no more chocolates, no more sweets and no more you! But everything's gonna be alright! All things work together for the good for those who love Him. I'm loving morning prayer meetings too! so cool! so awesome! It always feels good to start the day afresh with Him. And not to mention, the nice breakfast, and seeing you! L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Tuesday, August 19, 2008 Today, I lay on the floor and stared at the clock. The second hand was moving and moving, never intending to stop. Very soon, the minute hand moved from 12 to 1 and 5 minutes passed. The time just flew pass and I wonder, what could 5 minutes do? In our lives, we have lots of 5 minutes, but what are we doing about it? What are you doing with YOUR 5 minutes today? start thinking... I went for morning PM for the past two days, and I've been blessed by it. Praying a lot for PE zone as well. Will be back again next week. PE zone = PEOPLE of destiny EMPOWERED to fulfill it People, let's arise to fulfill out destiny that God has in place for us! God have been speaking to me about a few things. Ps 1: 8 - Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations for Your inheritance, And the ends of the earth for Your Possession. And there's this other verse that talks about us not having because we have not asked! Have we really been asking God for our revival or breakthrough? There's so many things that I need, and I'm believing in faith that my God will provide for me. Exo 33: 13 - Now therefore, I pray, if I have found grace in Your sight, show me now Your way, that I may know You and that I may find grace in Your sight. God, let us have Your grace upon us and show us Your way, that we might know You! So often, we thought we know it all and want to do things our way, but we end up banging our head against the wall. Seek Him 1st, and know His way. And finally, i read this in someone's blog. And it's so true. Let our hearts not die. Disappointments and hurts may cover it, but never let it die. God can revive our hearts if we let Him. Do not do things with a heart that's dead or dying, for it will yield no result. Your revival is born out of your passion. Your passion flows out of your living heart. Allow God to come and move in our hearts today and you will have your revival soon! It wasn't a wonderful day today, but i know we will be strong. It's built on a solid rock that withstands. Trusting in Him. L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Friday, August 15, 2008 Anyway, decided to post this up before everyone starts nagging me to do it. And ya, though I would prefer to tell you guys slowly. but this is one of the most efficient way. On the 11th August, something amazing happened!!!!! and Mr Seah is NOW officially attached to Ms Tham!!!!! Mr Seah hereby makes a pledge to Ms Tham that he will love and accept her for who she is for eternity! Come what may, he will stand by her side, treasuring her forever! Love ya! L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Tuesday, August 12, 2008 When I first saw the TTDL last week, I thought that maybe I should give the leader's meeting this week a miss coz i really need to spend some time at home. Thank God i didn't miss it. It was indeed a message in season for us. Pastor spoke of so many things, that makes me so amazed at how God works things out for us. He does hear our prayers, and knows our every thought rite? so amazing. L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Tuesday, August 12, 2008 Learnt an importance lesson today. Never be complacent! I thought I won the game when I found you, only to realise to my shock that I lost you. Can you imagine the sense of agony n loss and ultimate sian-nesssss.... Thank God in the end it was 'found' again. I know that God's telling me something, to treasure you and not be complacent! I will take great care and not lose you again. It's my promise to you! I know I'm speaking in parables! Harhar, but it's for me to know, for you to find out. Just be happy for me that I didnt lose anything in the end other than the few moments of anguish! Anyway, spEcial has officially ended! No more late nights because of the musical. I know I always say this after the musical, I said it at the end of WIGU, when I said that it's so tiring that I don't want to do it again. But then again, I did it. WIGU 2 is coming up in Nov. I know my mind is telling me not to play a part coz it's in e midst of my exams. But then again, I know and I know, that it's impossible. We shall seeeee. The last show was the best among the 3. That's what I felt. Everyone really gave their all. My fren called to congratulate me today, pretty surprised. But then, I just felt that I only played a small part in this. THEY made it happen. Like what Keith said, my impression of IDs changed greatly. I'm sure you didn't know this, they were among the 1st few to memorise their lines after just a few rehearsals. Not even the adults could do it as well. And I'm sure I can't. So proud of them. all of YOU are simply so spEcial and AWESOME! I'm looking forward to the next musical! Harhar. L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, August 11, 2008 spEcial - all of you are so AWESOME! One show is done, two more to go. I'm not only physically tired, but mentally as well. Been depending on Panadol to get the days by, but i know, it's all worth it. All the preparations, all the late nights, all just for that one hour. But when you know that people are touched by it, you know and you understand. When you see the bond that the children form, the new friendships, the joy on their face. I saw it today in the spEcial children. When the show ended, I saw tears in some of their eyes. The sense of achievement, the sense of relief, and maybe sadness that it's going to end. But I know, this will remain with them forever. L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Saturday, August 09, 2008 After 2 long long weeks, my KFC craving is finally satisfied! harhar. It's not as bad as Gene has said. Maybe its the gesture! haaa.. Happy and satisfied!! Anyway, i'm much better le. Learning to cope with things. Musical is really coming real soon and I'm so busy with everything. But i know that all these sacrifices are worthwhile. The kiddos are so awesome! L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Tuesday, August 05, 2008 i know i need to get this out of me if not, i wouldnt be able to sleep tonite. Had a long long chat, i know i upset her, made her unhappy and stuff all these while since i became a Christian. Never knew that the grudge bore so deep. Maybe it was because of the way I react to the things that she do. Maybe it's just simply me. I do not know why, but i could identify with the character Nelly. I felt it when she sang the song today. one of the verse was this, would you love me for who i am. and i know that it's something deep within me, that's hiding. maybe no one knows, coz all things looks ok on the surface. it surfaced tonite. yes, i do not understand. how do you expect situations to change. by changing the situation or by changing yourself? I would love to change myself, but what will I do if changing myself is equivalent to losing myself. what am i suppose to choose........ i do not know if i will ever measure up to your expectations, maybe not, maybe yes, maybe never. what is really important to me? somehow, i do not know. all of a sudden, things feel so different, so strange. i thot i knew all along, but maybe i do not, or maybe i have gotten it all wrong. things remain at a standstill, when the whole world waits for u to make that decision. it's so quiet. so silent. i know i will try.but i do not know when will i finally give up trying. will i ever? im sorry if this post is emo, but this is my blog. dun bother asking me about this if you do not understand, for you wouldn't get a reply. just know that i will be fine. give me time. L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Sunday, August 03, 2008 Appreciation. Treasure the people around you for you might not know when you might not have the chance anymore. Small actions can have big consequences. You will never know how your every action affects the people around you, until they have been affected. Small steps bring you closer to the destination. Keep walking. L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Friday, August 01, 2008 |
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