Wednesday, December 03, 2008

It's been a long long day, but I really wanted to blog before I sleep. To just write down some thoughts.

Went to NUH this morning to teach Angel Clay. Jo is working with CCF(Children's Cancer Foundation), to bring some joy to them, by getting the children to have fun with the clay while they wait to receive their treatment. My 1st time there was in Oct I think, teaching them how to make a cake. The very 1st gal i taught that day, was this gal in an isolation ward. Jillian, 2 years old. She's really adorable, cute and pretty, even though her hair was gone because of chemo. She was really smart and articulate and she enjoyed herself alot. This time round, I went back, I heard from the program coordinator that Jillian went home to be with the Lord just 2 weeks ago.

How important it is, to treasure every moment that you have with the people around you, because that could be the last time you make an impact in their lives. I was glad, that in her last days, at least there was a moment, which i was a part of, to bring her happiness.

In these children, I saw strength. Strength to fight the illness. Strength to live on. But I saw a greater strength. In their parents. They were there, to offer their support. They represent the source of strength to their children. I'm so proud of their love, their care and their sacrifice.

Then, headed down to my cousin's place, to visit Baby Amelia and my cousin, coz i cant make it for the 1st month celebration this Sat. Pretty little babe! ha ha ha.

Next up, was Camp Rock. As i joined the kids in e electives, I realized how blessed they are, to have an opportunity to be exposed to all these things. How I wish i knew about church when I was younger, then I wouldnt be as nerdy, and study so much. ha ha ha. Was really proud of all the children who put up a wonderful performance for all the teachers. They simply ROCKzzz!!

Had a great time of ministering and the presence of God was really strong. Prayed for the children and the teachers too, were ministered by the HS. For me, I was really blessed to just simply be there. God showed me a vision. He was holding on to one of my hand while I held on to the hand of a child. And He told me, that I would be the link that He will use, to bring the children to Him. Sometimes, I really wonder, what can I do, as a person, as just me and myself. There's so much to be done, that it seems so impossible. But at the end of the day, it's not really us alone. But God through us. We are the link, to be used by God to achieve and accomplish great things. Things we never ever imagined that we could do. All this can be done, only if we are willing to be THE LINK.

Gearing up for Christmas big day! it's getting so exciting! I can't wait for everything to start! :)
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Wednesday, December 03, 2008