Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Hibernation Day:
A typical HD goes like this: Waking up at any time that I want to, without worrying about the time. No more alarms, no more snoozing. Eating my regular meals for the day, stoning in front of my black box and doing some hunting in MH. No agenda, no deadlines, just a simple day to relax.

HD is something that's good to have once in a while. Doing it everyday makes you a lazy bum! :)

Exercising Day:
A typical ED: Waking up early at like 5am to go for a nice jog in the cool morning breeze! But that means gotta sleep early the night before. Ha ha. Having a hearty breakfast, nice bath and head back to bed AGAIN! Slack around, head out for a game of soccer or sports etc. Going for a stroll in the evening after dinner before settling down comfortably to be a couch potato!

Quality Day:
QD refers to a day spent solely with Joyce! ha ha. Just slacking, no agenda and doing whatever that we feel like doing - travelling to nice places to eat, like The Cheesecake Cafe, going to IKEA for meat balls, Island Creamery for desserts..... Quality time and quantity time. But somehow, this day might take a while to come. When's the next next public holiday? ha ha ha....

Ha ha ha. Guess what's the inspiration behind this entry. On my way while rushing to school coz I overslept, I saw the carefree-ness of the elderly strolling in the park, relaxing, slacking. N i envied them. Ha ha ha. But then again, given that I'm used to being so busy, maybe I wouldnt get use to that lifestyle. So once in a while, if I get to enjoy one of the 3 types of days I long for, it's good enough for me. Pretty random post yet again.
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Monday, March 16, 2009

It's gonna be a crazy three weeks of 6 presentations, 7 projects due(major and minor), and 4 exams. In the midst of it all, SOT's gonna start. It's a kind of anticipation deep within because I know that it will change my life. My thinking, the way I do the things I do.

Life has been challenging, as usual. But without challenges, why would life be interesting? I learnt what it means to sacrifice. I learnt what it means to die to myself. I learnt what it means to truly love someone.

In church, I learnt to strongly FENCE the door. I learnt to be a revolutionary. I learnt to inconvenience myself to make the life of someone else better. Indeed a learning experience for me over the whole of last week.

Recently, my boss commented that I have a low-maintainence gf. That could mean another way too, that I'm high-maintainence. ha ha ha. But I don't think that my gf is low-maintainence. It's simply because she's understanding, and she doesn't expect. She hopes.

What's the difference between expectations and hopes. It's disappointment. Expectation leads to disappointment where hopes do not. It's a bonus to be surprised. I promise you, surprises are on the way, maybe not very big ones, but at least I HOPE that it has my effort in it.

Workload has increased over the last week. But somehow, it became more enjoyable. Tiring, but I know I'm not alone. I'm blessed to be able to work. I'm blessed to be able to have you with me. Thanks for being understanding, supportive and awesome!
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Monday, March 16, 2009

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Looks like tonight, the sky is heavy
Feels like the winds are gonna change
Beneath my feet, the earth is ready
I know its time for heaven's rain
It's gonna rain

Cos it's living water we desire
To flood our hearts with holy fire

Rain down all around the world we're singing
Rain down can you here the earth is singing
Rain down my heart is dry but still I'm singing
Rain down rain it down on me.

Back to the start, my heart is heavy
Feels like it's time, to dream again
I see the clouds, and yes I'm ready
To dance upon this barren land
Hope in my hands

Do not shut, Do not shut, Do not shut the heavens
But open up, open up, open up our hearts

Give me strength to cross this water
Keep my heart upon your altar
Give me strength to cross this water
Keep my feet don’t let me falter

Holy Spirit, rain down upon my life!
Don't let me falter.

L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Friday, March 06, 2009

I had quite a bit of time today, waiting for a fren for lunch, and doing my visitation alone as my helper had a meet-the-parents session in school. and thus, it was spent thinking. pondering.

I'm glad i met my fren for lunch, she tendered, wouldnt be working near my sch le, so at least can catch up for one last time b4 time becomes a scarcity.

I realized, that this year, time has been a scarce resource for me. and finances too. So here goes my random thoughts over today.

I think 'prosperous' ppl cant wear high waist belt - ha ha ha. no offense, something i observed today.

How do you put someone on 'fire' and create that sense of urgency in them?

Should i consider advertising line? seems like the pay, time and sacrifices are not justified, but somehow, it's enticing.

Life is precious, i saw an accident on wed, think e motorcyclist died. treasure every moment you have.

You have one life, live it. Live it for God. Live it for yourself.

If fear wants to cripple you, will you allow it or would you chase after boldness?

I want to be different. People who dare to be different makes the difference.

It's not what you have inside, but what you do that defines you - is it really true?

I believe in the power of confession!

It's just to be up and running. Appreciate it. I ran round Circuit Rd today. Saw children playing at playgrounds, people walking around. Enjoying the night breeze. I ran and confessed. 25 regular kids for Circuit Rd and 40 for E04.

Feels shiok to be running again. Gonna do it again soon. In process to shed some uncessary stress.

Fight for what you believe in. Fight for the fight of faith. But, what if, you can't see what you're fighting for?

I need my breakthrough. In every area of my life.

I need my time. Time to do what I like. Time to sleep. Time to think once again.

I can't imagine I have 6 tuition kids now. Teaching from Mon-Fri, some group, some individual. It's a challenge.

I will not give up trying. I think. Keep me in the race.

Continue running.
L1v1nG 4 JeSuS at Friday, March 06, 2009